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Let's welcome 2012~!

2011-12-30T23:58:00.004+11:00

Hands of the clock will always continue to tick.

This year has been fair to me. I know I'm in no position to neither complain nor dwell on anything. ;)

I just have to be grateful for everything and everyone. I'll try not to take anything for granted...even though at times it's so hard to constantly keep that in mind.

Wonder what's 2012 going to bring me. Nothing's certain. Shall anticipate.

The road ahead will not be easy. In hindsight we almost always think everything we used to face was no big deal, but that's just because time managed to neutralize everything. At that point in time, it was never easy. It's just that we've overcame the matter and that it no longer poses any risk of uncertainty.

"You may have an iPhone running on OS 5, but you have a brain that’s barely running on Version 1.21" - Tim Brownson

So I guess we should realize at times we do have our limits...just keep calm, stay optimistic and everything shall work out piece by piece, hopefully.

Have a joyful year ahead everyone~!

September Effect.

2011-09-26T21:53:00.012+10:00

Let's see...

It's my birthday month.. uh, well actually it's approaching the end. The thing is many, many people hate the 9th month somehow, but when you look around..there are so many born in the month of September, it is a statistical fact! Why the hate for September then? Why is there a song wakes me up when September ends? Why did the terrorist attack has to be in the month of September? Why does the largest stock market crash almost always falls in the month of September? (this is called the 'september effect' and it is also statistically recorded but unfortunately, studies have shown no solid evidence as to why this happens on a particular month)

Ahhh~so that is why. But I don't hate september, why? In fact I can't..Because that's when I feel most grateful and appreciative. :D many thanks to all of you really.

I don't blog as often as I would love to. Reason is because my life is pretty much same shit, every day. not kidding. but when there's actually something...it's always something unpleasant. I've mentioned before i hate writing anything unpleasant because there's no reason to put it out to the world not that i'm selfish for not sharing. but the fact that it will one day disappear and life goes on again, yes?

For the past week the house has been fun and it's actually really nice to have guests in the house once in a while really. it feels festive. HAHA.

There is only a quarter of a year left, and clearly everyone's looking forward to a good and decent break from everything ... let's all withstand a little more.

I shall go make myself a coffee and do something productive for real. quick quick quick~

"Life is like riding a bicycle. To keep your balance you must keep moving." -Einstein

5 minutes escape.

2011-05-02T22:44:00.004+10:00

i feel there's a need to paint a little something on my blog.

let me start this with an awesome picture I took on Thursday while strolling along St Kilda beach with nsa and k. well clearly these two don't have a clue about this picture but it's not bad so they wouldn't mind anyway. I have no idea why the sun was sitting right above his head, it was unintentional.

Easter Break was way too short. with hindsight, I should have spent my time better instead of complaining it being 'short'.. i'm almost losing my priority. if i don't get hold of myself now....I'm going to be in deep shit.

knowing I'm not actually floating on clouds gives me a peace of mind a little, at least I'll try to restraint myself from wandering off like that continuously...it's real, and I know I have to do something about it.

ahh~ I think I made things sound more pessimistic than they really are.

on a happier note, i managed to watch three movies - Fast&Furious5, Arthur and Thor. I will not consider this as a waste of time because I enjoyed all 3 movies. yayyy! well actually Arthur was just alright, but it's good fun anyway.

oh..I was in the library this afternoon and clearly when I'm bored I tend to stare at my phone, clicking away here and there. went on the UberSocial app and my feed was filled with news on Osama's death. I honestly thought it was some kind of rumours but looks like it came from reliable source so i spent some time reading news. Of course it's a huge deal, I mean I personally think this is more news worthy than the Royal Wedding. but anyway, not so much of my business but I wonder, does his death signifies the end of war? clearly it's a no, at least for now. suffering persists and let's hope there will not be any further retaliation.

"All we are saying is give peace a chance" - John Lennon.

I guess I've spent enough time updating here.

have a good night everyone.

end of daylight savings!

2011-04-03T00:54:00.003+11:00

there goes another week.

I've been trying really hard to organize my time properly, making no excuses for me to procrastinate unnecessarily. so i just downloaded this clever application called 'evernote' .. i bet if i can really be a little more disciplined i can do my work pretty well. let's just hope this little application helps. it syncs from my laptop to my phone and vice versa. pretty convenient if you ask me. oh gosh...feels like i'm advertising/endorsing evernote (ㅠ_ㅠ|)

i hate it when i start losing my focal point at times. not that I'm usually a very well focused person, but i'm more of a rational person i guess. this is not a self praise alright, because i don't even know if that's even a favorable attribute. thinking too much, while trying to make some sense out of certain situation can drive anyone crazy.
so more often than not there are people who will act without torturing their brains. and there are people who would rather be stuck in their own little world, not wanting to make the next move unless they find some logic out of it. former or latter, which one are you?

ah right. went to a booze cruise on Thursday night. it was pretty fun, after all it has been really long since all of us have a chance to go out together. The idea of fun doesn't come from the party itself...for me it's the people i'm out with..
but something really bizarre happened on the cruise, thing is i wasn't there at the scene because i was out on the side deck chilling. apparently someone farted and it grossed the crap out of everyone. and worst, those who were happily eating the delicious pizza just have a sudden urge to throw up. can't imagine...ergh.

so, it's going to be a quick update. well since daylight savings is ending, i just thought of spending a bit of time blogging. you know, there's well sort of 'an hour extra' in a day..

3-minutes read.

2011-03-23T02:14:00.004+11:00

yes I'm planning on a major comeback to this blogsphere. 'yeaaa right, this idiot never keeps her promise...waste my time coming to this page'. I don't blame you for those thoughts, seriously.

so I came back to melbourne, and am planning to continue my nerdy and plain life. but I told myself I need to get a job, to get rid of my guilt. what guilt? guilty of spending too much money and well, it's not exactly the best investment ever to continue studying when i should be working full time already by this old age. then again, everyone knows I'm the queen of unemployed. shouldn't be surprise I still cannot find a job yet. some said I'm not desperate enough (that's not exactly true), some said I'm being too picky (that shouldn't be the case too), some said I'm not serious (i'm goddamn serious i can assure you that), some said you don't have the i-exactly-need-a-job-face-hence-no-one-wants-to-hire-you (what is that suppose to mean?) , some said I'm pure noob (i admit but i'm willing to learn and i swear i'm hardworking). okay okay...whatever. taking my own sweet time, I'm not begging by the roadside, YET. good. calm down. chill. it's alright I do admit I'm still in the 'complacent' mode because I'm not pushed to the edge yet. so yeah, fine it might be partially my fault.

uni life has been pretty alright up till this point. as usual, there's no running away from assignments...I felt so weird because there weren't any familiar faces, and it feels like I'm on another planet. but that's fine. not complaining. I don't need much entertainment during lectures. problem comes in only when there are group assignments. (ㅠ-ㅠ)

life didn't go as well as I would liked it to be, this is suppose to be my temporary escape route. of course I never claim this to be the perfect escape route because I'm not expecting to just close my eyes and slide myself through. it just doesn't work this way. I've already brush past what I needed to before coming back here but it just came back to me and suddenly things just made me feel like I'm the bitch of the decade. and that's just insane. I had to constantly stop myself-take a deeep breathe, think sensibly, don't let it write all over my face, and don't dwell. good it works...yay!

anywayyyy, current issues current issues that we all should be very well aware of...the world's in a total mess currently from war to natural disasters .how much can the earth take really? I'm afraid the earth is getting exhausted. I feel tired for the earth, really. the least we can do now...earth hour. yes, I'm not kidding. let's be in the dark for an hour. 8.30 pm on the 26th March.

alright. guess I've done my job for tonight.

rest well everyone.

ah just so you know, I can't guarantee when my next post will be. but I do micro-blog from time to time on twitter. and my twitter is pretty quiet so if you like to entertain me there, please do so. HAHA. twitter land is a pretty fun to read news and all... :D

2010-12-04T00:46:00.007+11:00

sometimes when asked of what sports do i play. i have to pause for a little while to think what sports in the world can i actually do. alright ten years ago, seriously i'll just say badminton without hesitation. now, i don't think i can even hold a badminton racquet right. five years ago i would say swimming. now, i bet i can still say swimming but unfortunately it is not something i do very often now so obviously everything goes really awkward after being on a long hiatus. i need to start getting active again...like seriously. i feel like i'm going to die real young. *touch wood!* plus i sit in front of the computer for far too long. this is abnormal and it's really bad. i know.

so 2 weeks ago? i went snorkeling with nsa and kcm. YAY for that~! where was it? see when things are overdue you just have to think real hard to retrieve the information. oh..Queenscliff that is. had a short drive there from Melb CBD.

the awesome one! weehehehehe....

well, it wasn't that short in fact we were running a little late..lucky enough the boat didn't leave us behind! kidding~ i mean the preparation before getting on the boat is rather tedious. have to try on jumpsuit, flippers (omg kcm and I needed kid-sized flippers..! yay to small feet =.=") and for me, prescriptive goggles. hah!

front deck of the boat! so awesomeeee~

they left me struggling for minutes to grab the snorkel gears. (ㅠ.ㅠ) you know the boat is rocking, I'm not tall plus it was stuck.

getting in the water at first was really. oh. my. gosh. it was cold. and i was so uncomfortable with the damn flippers. i don't know how to swim with it. i lost my flexibility to move and turn around. it doesn't help going against the water current. it felt more like a burden for the first ten minutes at least. but it was alright after that. fuhhh~

first stop was at this Popes Eye (don't ask me what's with the name i don't know?) shallow marine park. it's almost like a horse-shoe-shaped-fortress. well it wasn't that shallow but hell, it smells like hell. i just hope hell doesn't smell like that. HAHAHA. holy crap i don't even know what's with the strong smell. urgh..it's okay. once the snorkel gear is on, we breathe through the mouth. alright..doesn't sound too pleasant but still. you sort of forget the fact that the smell is there, just because you're now breathing through your mouth, it's all good. relax. anyway, all i see in this marine park was..seaweed/kelps/algae?! whatever you call them. loads. tonnes of them. it's like a forest of kelps? good dose of iodine there i guess. honestly i wasn't paying much attention to the fishes, the kelps were so distracting i feel like chopping them off...i don't know? sorry but I absolutely cannot identify some of the pretty fishes. that's a shame.

Next! please embrace yourselves for another stinky as hell destination; Chinaman's Hat. ah..should have took pictures here, why didn't I? i must be so overwhelmed by the smell. sorry my lovely fur seals, i really wanted to take pictures of you bunch, but you smell so bad i just totally forgot about the existence of my camera at that time. for my reader's sake. bear with me because I'll then have to pick a picture from Google to show you what in the world Chinaman's Hat is.

best picture from Google of Chinaman's Hat @ Port Philip. I really would love to say I love love love swimming with them but..that's not particularly the case because i totally almost peed in my wetsuit when one swam right beneath me at a distance of no more than 5 meters i swear. you know, i love animals alright. but the thing is when I'm this close I don't feel good because it's like me trespassing their territory and I know they have every right to bite/nose punch/fin slap/kill or do whatever they want to me. like it or not, there it was in the news just few days ago these seals bit the crap out of some tourists. but anyway, it was quite an experience..!

now on our way to meet and greet the dolphins! it was quite a journey so we tried out some random activity. nsa tried it out first because we both were reluctant to go.

but we tried it after much persuasion. HAHAHA. we're totally nuts. it was good, it feels like a massive bubbly water spa. Then after that was the interesting part, yet the most torturous part. i'm not going to elaborate further because i don't know how to describe the 'process' of being pulled by a boat-having to hold on tight to a bloody rope as if my life will perish if i accidentally let my hands slip off the rope. great. later that night. my arms were totally oh crap, even words cannot describe how intense the pain was. not exaggerating. anyway back to the dolphins..

oh my god, why are they so cute?! why are they so sleek?! so graceful. so intelligent. so joyful. so free. impressively beautiful mammals..please give them much love.

'The Wildlife of today is not ours to dispose of as we please. We have it in trust, and must account for it to those who come after'
-King George VI of England.

i guess i did well for tonight's post. it's 2.15 am and i shall really hop onto my bed.

oh i'm back!

2010-11-21T21:05:00.011+11:00

I've no reason, not to update my blog. i have all the time in the world now. great. so i will do that.

maybe i should update a little on my Sydney trip~! (i know this is way overdue but ... )

don't you get all excited traveling with friends seriously. somehow the idea just makes me happy. alright I'm crazy. anyway..I'm not going to go all wordy here because i think i should just caption some pictures instead.

as much as i thought darling harbour does have some resemblance to the southbank promenade in melbourne. something is really missing along the southbank promenade; Hurricane's Grill~! HAHAHA..seriously the thought of it makes me salivate .. and that's why i decided not to post picture of the ribs itself here. not a good idea huh... :P

George St. it's a pity we didn't spend much time strolling along this major street of Sydney..most of the time we just walked right across the street trying to get to somewhere. trying to catch the bus. trying to get to darling harbour. etc etc..but anyway, shopping wasn't on our priority list during the trip..so yeah that explains it.

so here's an incident. we (or maybe it was just me..) wanted to go whale watching. so bad. alright. and we were pretty late after lunch. the only option was to get on a speed boat. in fact we were quite indifferent whether we should go whale watching on a damn speed boat after a full on lunch. i mean seriously. but anyhow, we got on...how unlucky, one of the two engine broke down, damn...it's not safe to travel on just one engine for a speed boat it seems. fine. after some discussion, we thought we might return the next morning on a larger boat this time...so we eventually did, which is good. i mean i thought we were going to abandon the plan to whale watch..you see, my friends aren't as excited as i was about the whole whale watch thing. i probably think they took pity on me and went with it anyway. so yeah. HAHAHA. ah no, that shouldn't be the case...because we didn't have much left to do anyway. let's just keep it that way..

so, what was my whale watching experience like? first sighting, i only got to see water blowing out from the blowhole. second sighting, i saw the fluke but it was goddamn FAR. few random sightings where whales were just swimming close to the surface but nothing like WOW-OMG-WOW-OMG, nothing of that sort... you get the point. plus it wasn't anywhere near...also it wasn't particularly pleasant towards the end honestly because i got extremely seasick at one point i almost died. never in my life have i been seasick, so this is my first experience. i've always wondered how in the world people get seasick when it's so freaking fun with the boat rocking left right front back. it's like a swing. just on water....alright in my face. people do get seasick. real bad. HAHA. my friend, call her Pav, she actually puked ten times. not even joking. oh crap. little did I know i was the next one. not as serious but still it was hell on water. i was sitting down and suddenly i just need to collapse on someone, so i just leaned against dd. sometimes you just think it can't happen to me but you know, it does. anyway i felt better when i'm back on solid ground. my legs went all wobbly and jelly-like. got much better after having a meal in ChinaTown..yes i still can eat after being so sick. i must be a fat ass. no doubt.

who goes to sydney without having a good look at the Sydney Opera House? well, as majestic as it looks. i wish they can scrub clean the opera house to make it look a little polish..it's definitely not as pretty up close. sorry but it's just a thought...HAHA

was trying hard to selca (self cam) using dslr. it's not easy. sigh as much as i think having to carry a dslr is quite fun, but you know when you have to be out the whole day and already tire from all the walking talking carrying clicking whatever it is..it drains and consumes at least part of my energy having to carry an extra 0.5kg. but I'm not going to abandon it just yet. hopefully? ^^""

oh my God. i love decent breakfasts. that was from a cafe, near Manly beach..hmm the crispy bacon!! *screams*
ah...i need to get my ass out here in melbourne for some breakfast. maybe i'll do it tomorrow. yay!

i'm sorry readers but because this is such an overdue post i totally have no idea about the sequence of events which took place. yeah that's what happens when you delay posts.

so yeah it's just a mini post on my Sydney trip. those are just bits and pieces from my trip and i just randomly picked some pictures and work with it. but at least something. i might be the worst blogger out there but you know, i like working at my own pace *winks* (just trying to cover up my laziness...)

please wait for my next post. dolphins watching this time! now this is going to be fun... :D

have a lovely evening everyone.

2 AM.

2010-10-15T01:41:00.000+11:00

and i feel like there's a need for pancake.

I saw a coupon in MX newspaper this evening and saw a 35% Borders coupon for children's book. suddenly I remembered this wordless book-pancake for breakfast. I browsed through once in borders before and found it really interesting how you can totally understand what's going on without the need for words. in fact it's up to your imagination and interpretation as to what exactly is going on. \(^.^)/

my concentration power is at its worst.

good night world.

let me try to keep this blog alive.

i lost passion.

2010-10-14T00:18:00.000+11:00

it's sad because i used to love blogging. seems like my passion for it is dying. or died i don't know. i will try to revive my blog.

end of the semester already. how quickly time passes i don't know. i'm extremely unprepared. unprepared for what?! e.v.e.r.y.s.i.n.g.l.e.s.h.i.t that's flying right towards my face. i can already smell it. there you go...imagine the smell. the sight. whatever..disgusting i know but that explains it.

i honestly never really want to complain my life sucks. because i know that's not fair. i know somewhere, near or far. there are people who're having far worse problems than i do. correct? plus people around me usually smile at me and say..ahhh 'eunice your life is so awesome..' and so i go like 'yeahhh right heeeheehehehe...' as contradicting as it sounds but yea my life is not THAT bad, but it's not that awesome. really.

alright, i think i sound a little emotional here....take a deep breathe and *fuhhhh~*

what am i up to these days...? it's my final semester, i am keeping myself slightly busy. just slightly. ah, why do i choose to do that only in my final semester.

as much as i hate exams and assignments. i really want to stop the time. or rewind time.
as much as i am excited to graduate i still want to rewind time. omg why am i such an ass i don't know. fucksake. i'm already 21 but i cannot behave or think like one. (ㅠ.ㅠ)

let's jump to another topic.

dear jaejoong, dear JYJ. why...why in the world do you have to go to Malaysia when I am NOT THERE. you just have to make my life even more miserable...

oh nonono. this is too distracting. i need to bloody get back to my work.

i have millions of journals to read or i'm never going to finish my literature review. fml.

another thing. oh my lord. it's not even winter anymore, weather's getting warmer (i even wake up sweating sometimes). weird enough, i have to lift myself up in the morning like i have to lift 13500 tonnes of metal. yeah that's the weight of the world's largest digging machine. don't believe me? go google.

how great. someone explain to me. why.

i know i know...

2010-08-09T22:27:00.000+10:00

you probably thought i'm never going to update this page ever again.

you might be right afterall.

i'm just here to say.

IT'S uni WEEK 4 already~!

and i have an essay and an abstract due by end of week 5. nope. not even a single preparation done. good work. great. awesome.
okay that's not it. i have more to do. presentation in week 6. weekly readings. bla bla bla..

i need to get my priorities right now. trying to list down my to-do lists on an A4 paper and blue -tack it on the toilet wall. ok no. just my room wall please.

T.T

this is not good.

a bit exhausted.

2010-05-28T01:57:00.000+10:00

working on my final assignment for the semester but i just can't seem to progress as quickly as i would love to.

it's the final week of uni already~ study break officially starts for me. oh wait. not officially but semi official i guess because i still have an assignment due monday. damn...everyone's busy studying and i'm still stuck in my own world. that's...not exactly a good news.

i've been sleeping really late these days that i think it's extremely unhealthy. sometimes i just stay up for nothing(of course i'm suppose to be either studying or doing assignment,sometimes i can't help but do random things) and it's really hard to drag myself up in the morning. i need a little self control. sigh...what can technology do to a person. sigh.

been spending more time in the library than ever for the past few days. i guess this routine will continue till i finish my final exams. but i'm so tired i just drop dead in the library. i want to study at home but i just cannot. oh and my laptop is giving me major problem as well. it's just distracting the hell out of me with its massive vibration and noise. i want to turn it off. but how am i suppose to work on my assignments then?!?!

i shall not waste your time further. as well as mine.

i want to go winter shopping! i desperately need a decent jacket. i've been eye-ing on one. :P

good night world.

it's getting cold.

2010-05-14T00:15:00.000+10:00

winter air.

i can feel the coldness piercing through my skin straight into my bones. okay now that's exaggerated but hey!

life..can't get anymore boring than this. (=.=||)

and some people just do not have a sense of urgency i don't understand why. but i'm no psychologist so i need not know why. it can be frustrating ...*deep sigh* chill. it's ok. or it's going to be ok.

one more month! till my finals....excited?? oh hell...i'm not even 0.01 % ready. ey...one more month...relax please. but by the time i finish all my assignments i only have 9 days. that's like a week?! no i will not torture myself like this. i better start managing my time well. hmmph!

oh found a really cute image online day before..omg it's super cute maybe i should share it.

credits: komusin.pe.kr

okay now don't ask me what the hell are the two conversing because i don't know?!?!
HAHA. it probably goes like this??
stone: i'm scared?? you go~
nut: have some courage!!
but anyway it doesn't matter, i just thought they're cute.

i really shouldn't be blogging. but i cannot bear to see my blog as dead as the deserts of Sahara..uhh..(o.O|).???!! does it even make sense?? omg what am i talking about...

okay back to assignments.

(ㅠ.ㅠ)

irresponsible blogger i am.

2010-04-24T23:50:00.000+10:00

i'm such an asss~ yes i completely abandoned my blog for A MONTH.
i can't believe it too. a month doesn't feel like a month really. it feels like, it feels like..a minute? ah stop exaggerating already.

but i mean seriously.

i think i lost the passion for blogging because my life is totally.. pffft. it's just bored-to-the-max and the last thing i want is to drag you into the water. i don't want to invite you into my boring little life here.

not complaining! i'm just saying...there really isn't much happening right now except for the usual uni-home-uni routine.

i just had two mid semesters test during the week. i still have one more to go in week 9. damn. i have both presentation and test in the same week. that's not good~

i'm trying hard NOT to delay my work here. i know procrastination is probably one of my best skills..oh wait. is that even a skill. ZZZzzz.. i'm trying to read read read as many articles as i can and finish up the reading logs for the articles. and also trying to gather up some information for my presentation. oh anyone here who is an anime-freak? because i'm doing research on how Anime has gained its exposure in the West and how it has brought in Asian cultures into the West. So, any ideas at all? Don't ask me why is that my topic because no, i am not a fan of Anime but i guess my partner is so i'll try to do whatever i can.

my friends often ask me, do i regret taking up Modern Asia as my elective? because they usually see me with a pile of readings which are totally unrelated to my course.
Well, sigh...i can't regret now can i? thing is, it really is an interesting subject..and the pressure i have for this elective is very different than the pressure i feel for my core subject. on the other hand it waste wayyyy too much of my time. but i guess i have to blame myself for the delays.

articles, articles and more articles~ @.@

uni's off on monday. it's Anzac day...fuh~ extended weekend. great.

feeling weak this days. and i mean physically weak. i wake up and felt like the world's spinning round and round. i guess i'm having a bit of vertigo. damn. that sounds scary. but it comes and go...

alright.

i shall sign off now.

2010-03-24T16:16:00.000+11:00

i guess it's time for a little updates from me.

had a good weekend last week. friday-korean bbq. oh so perfecto. can't resist bbq with a few cups of lemon 막걸리 ('Makgeolli' - rice wine). okay minus the lemon part because i thought it was tad sour with the lemon. ><" but since it was not a cold day i guess lemon does refresh a little.

saturday. beach.

i think Carrum beach is really awesome.

glad i didn't turn down the beach outing. i think i had fun even though i thought i was about to melt like the jelly in the picture above. and i think i learnt something new. The jelly thing is not a jellyfish anyway it's an eggsack of a sand snail. it took me so long to google what on earth is that alien shit because i don't know how am i suppose to describe it. fascinating isn't it? though it may look a little gross but it's completely different when it's in the water. it gives out an orangy glow in the water.

what did i do on sunday?

oh! i had lemon chicken on sunday. ZZZzzzz.......................... @.@

and so that was my lovely weekend.

Classes on weekdays so there really isn't much going on.

busy days ahead i guess. the word 'assignment' sometimes really...and the thing is sometimes you just don't realize how the due date is drawing closer and closer. and it's already week 4 now.

alright. i need to take a short nap.

hail storm 06.03.10!

2010-03-07T02:16:00.000+11:00

I've never felt how harsh the nature can sometimes be. for a moment i really thought all these hype about 2012 might be real afterall. but I still have faith that we will live beyond that. way beyond that.

afternoon around 2 pm, I wanted a cup of coffee so bad. i looked at the sky and it was cloudy but not to the point that it might rain, at least not for the next hour or so. There I went out to grab a cup of coffee, out from Hudsons and hmmmph, the sky's changing real quick; it was slightly darker.

So I sat my ass back in front of my computer, I haven't even finish my half cup of coffee and I heard some noise as if something was hitting the window but I can't be bothered thinking it was just the usual hail. Seconds later I heard extremely loud noises; it was like hundreds of golf balls hitting against the window and I started to panic. By then I could only see pieces of ice balls hitting against the window, everything else was blur. ㅠ.ㅠ trust me I was shaking because I don't know what to do if the window breaks. thank god it only lasted for 10 minutes but it felt longer than that probably because I got so panic. plus no one's at home. housemates were stuck outside and weren't allowed to leave the mall at all.

outside the window after hail. (oh FYI the apartment is structured as if it's sitting on a roof that's why these shitballs can accumulate outside the window)

Ice starts to melt away..it's weird to see this in melbourne. it looked as if it snowed or something but obviously those are not snow =.=

oh chilli plant. completely screwed. HAHAHA. I guess it's not dead yet though but it looks pathetic now.

if you walk on the streets of Melbourne now, it's pretty horrible.

well despite the weather warnings I still went out for dinner. had a pretty decent dinner at Number 8 in Crowns. lovely dessert no doubt.

hope it's going to be a fine Sunday.

now time for me to hop on to bed.

and so..

2010-02-25T20:40:00.000+11:00

...it has been a week.

and i haven't been doing anything productive except going back to uni to settle some enrolment shit. other than that...

i spent most of my time doing the above. sit and chill while watching some drama.

and also indulging myself in a few books. in which i must finish them before i get too busy when uni starts. oh god. i can totally imagine how this semester is going to be. reading the course guides gives me a sense of fear.

anyway i'm currently reading this. it's a funny book though. not funny in a weird way but funny as in it's funny. does it make sense. not really huh..shit what am i saying. but whatever it's a good read.

on the not-so-bright-side of my life. our washing machine broke down and since it's going to cost a life (yes we even had a repairman coming over to evaluate and so we knew the estimated cost of repair). so, we have decided to get a new one. there goes my shopping money. i shall stay in my fortress for the next 4 months. i want to get new clothes. T.T

time for dinner.

Chinesey New Year~

2010-02-16T13:19:00.000+11:00

I know it's a little late to wish everyone Chinese New Year now but you know...busy with this and that bla bla..

urgh..long toes..not mine..HAHA

I cannot believe my 3 months of holidays will end here. @.@ it's just too fast~! even though I spend most of my time rotting at home but I still feel time is rushing by very quickly.

But anyway I enjoyed my CNY and I hope you did as well. surprisingly I think I got plenty of Ang Pao this year. Thank God for that. haha.

Thank you for coming people~! I've been waiting for a 'family' reunion for quite some time and even though it's not complete but we shall try to make this happen again. \(^.^)/

My laptop's dying, and before it does. i better stop here.

Have fun people~!

Abracadabra!

2010-02-10T19:14:00.000+11:00

There you go, finally a blog entry after so long.

Which dumb ass blogger would leave her blog abandoned for a month. Oopsie. Look who's talking.

Just one more week and I'll send my ass off to Melbourne. I'm not going to leave heavyhearted because I know I only have this one year left there. In fact I'm saddened by this. Will I be unemployed for a long period of time after I graduate? Will I miss my life in Melbourne? Will our friendship melt away in no time? scary thoughts huh...but you know the human mind can be amazing. when you want to just chill and relax these will just pop out on it's own or as much as I would love my control my mind. It just tends to sway towards the negativity.

Oh by the way, I watched Tooth Fairy last night with cm and momma. but but that wasn't the movie I look forward to the most. I really wanted to watch Tiger Woohoo! but they gave me weird expression when I said I wanted to watch some Chinese movie T.T Anyway even if you want you cannot watch. damn. FULL house it seems.I'll tell you why I showed my interest towards that movie. One is because I've watched the advertisement on Astro a couple of times and it was hella funny. Secondly, it's a full M'sian production and I thought it would be even funnier cuz there'll be a mixture of funny languages in it. And yes I've heard good reviews from people, and i meant people who doesn't take nonsense very well. So there...haha.

Chinese New Year! is around the cornerrrrr. excited? so so lerrrrrr. no proper clothes to wear T.T I doubt I can get Ang Paos dressing like a Zebra on CNY. but I like black and white though..i mean, can you go wrong with black and white? you won't even go wrong with a Zebra pants...errr. i guess so? HAHA. chic avenue pants.... for those who do not have an idea wtf is a chic avenue pants...we can do a runway walk; the four of us in that pants.

HAHAHA~ how did that happen? who knows..ah i miss our time in Langkawi already. sigh...can we go Great Barrier Reef next?

I was at the Apple website earlier because I wanted to know the price of the USB cable for my iPod. I think I misplaced it somewhere. Hell..I didn't know that shit costs so much. I'm probably going to go for a generic one IF I can find. sigh..i better turn my room upside down to find it first.

Of course I was browsing through the website and I saw this gorgeous Beats Solo by Dr Dre.

I really didn't know the existence of this because I thought all along they only have their original Beats by Dr Dre. These solo ones are more compact. I remember trying the Beats at the Apple Store at Chadstone shopping center , I was pretty amazed by the quality and it feels like you were being surrounded by a really good set of Hi Fi. I don't know why people tend to say it's an overrated/overpriced product but it's really up to standard. I've no idea how this Solo sounds like but reviews aren't as good and most still prefer Sennheiser ones which is understandable.

Currently I'm looking for a good piece of earphone not headphone so that Solo will be out of my wish-list for the moment (Although it's really pretty T.T) as I'm quite happy with my Sennheiser one. We'll see we'll see...

Anyway, I need a shower...I cannot stand the heat and the humidity makes me feel like I have breathing difficulties.

o.m.g.

2010-01-25T22:44:00.000+11:00

i did something to my blogspot page i believe.

i don't know what to do now. :O

*screamssssss*

zzz..

2010-01-25T02:35:00.000+11:00

has been a quiet week for me..but I'm not complaining. few more weeks and I'll have to be back in my pigeon hole. @.@

I'm not quite looking forward to going back Melb yet because I've not fill up my luggage. wtf. sounds ridiculous that I've to fill up my luggage with brand new stuffs. I must be crazy but come on, who can deny when you have whole lot of things that you look forward to use, you will eventually be motivated.

Problem is I really couldn't find things that I like and it's just so hard. I do have things in mind..but they just don't appear. so how..? guess I just have to go back empty handed. oh not so bad but...still.

oh! I've been watching this k-drama and I thought it was really good. the story is so much like 'Boys Over Flowers' but this has got a really simple storyline. plus it's so funny I think I could rewatch this for another 3 times. -_-;; i'm crazy.

미남이시네요 Minami Shineyo (You're Beautiful) starring Jang Geun Suk, Park Shin Hye, Lee Hong Ki, Jung Yong Hwa. omg..you must definitely pay attention to Jung Yong Hwa..this guy is crazy charming.. hoho.

hehe... If you're looking for a simple and at the same time entertaining this is really a good one. plus it's just 16 episodes. not draggy at all!

*yawns*

i guess i was here just to promote a drama i really liked.. you must feel like there's a need to strangle me. -_-;;

time to say good night.

2010, how are you treating me?

2010-01-19T00:58:00.001+11:00

i felt like my the 'chi' around me isn't flowing very well like it should. wtf is 'chi'..okay it's a feng shui term for energy. i need more positive 'chi'. seriously.

seriously how can one start a new year like this.

it's nothing serious. just you know when small incidents accumulates it's really frustrating.

of all the things i have to lost my 'MyKad' and it was right before i needed it. what's more disturbing is the fact that i knew i was having it just few minutes before. few minutes later it was gone. what? magic? fml.

dying..~of course my life isn't that pathetic to the point that i need to die.

i think i have the hyperbole syndrome and the are-we-there-yet syndrome. the are-we-there-yet syndrome is diagnosed by momma&ysy. thank you for the diagnosis. HAHA.

guess i've spent my holidays pretty well. no no i am not doing anything productive but at least i think i really did have some enjoyable times.

maybe this will the be last time i will have a long holiday like this. :0

argh. my nose is crazy runny now. i should just sleep.

ah before that. let me just wish Wai San Happy Bday~ and KCM Happy Belated Bday!! forgive me if presents do not appear, i know it's a shame to say this but...pls understand. haha. it should be on its way. i'm still an amazing friend.. HAHA~

good night, world.

2010. are you accepting this fact.

2010-01-04T15:33:00.000+11:00

it still doesn't feel like a new year. feels the same to me. anyone who utters the word 'January' or 'Yat Yuit' i will give them a weird look as if they were wrong. but unfortunately that's not the case. It really is January 2010.

OMGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGG!!!

on a brighter note.

I ended my 2009 with a blast with my friends in Langkawi and i'm so so so thankful for that. ^^

this is an extremely random pic of me trying out an 'aunty-like' piece of top in a random pantai cenang souvenir shop. for not so random pictures..it's all in facebook already so please stare at those pictures if you wish to. i'm too lazy to post them here because it's totally unnecessary.

wonder when will our next 'family trip' be. @.@

so. what are your new year resolutions. honestly i've never made any new year resolutions and i think you should know why. it's so hard to keep them although every year i seem to have the same new year resolutions. you know the usual; don't procrastinate, study like a mad man, go on a strict/healthy diet, exercise often, drink more water, spend less time on the internet..etc.

for f's sake. which of those i managed to keep i really wonder. so whatever...zzz..

2009 has been pretty okay. nothing too exciting. nothing too scary. nothing overly stressful. nothing happened to the extend that i feel like there's a need to commit suicide. so it's all good i reckon?

I hope 2010 will be a peaceful one. as peaceful as Tanjung Rhu that is. as i browsed through my Langkawi pictures again i realized the beach or rather the sea is so gentle that i don't think i remember hearing waves come crashing against the shore. wtf. that's just pure weird. or maybe i lost my memory or something. look at the guy below. he's actually READING WHILE STANDING IN THE SEA. he's so not worried about waves eating up his book. oh by the way yes that's Tanjung Rhu..need translation? Rhu Bay then... HAHA.

some people are just amazing. some places are truly magnificent. i shall stay in Tanjung Rhu the next time round when i go to Langkawi again..hopefully?! if i have the money. ㅠ.ㅠ

before new year seems to be more exciting. now that everyone's back doing whatever they should be doing. i'm left rotting and stoning at home.

it's snacking time for me.

i'll try to keep my blog updated. sorry i haven't been a very responsible blogger lately.

million apologies ^^

2009-12-21T14:03:00.000+11:00

lazy bugs crawling all over me hence the very late post. oh plus some flu bugs too but i'm very well now.

OH! let me show you pictures throughout my Europe trip..i'll try not to put pictures i have in facebook here or else it would then be meaningless. =.='

1.Paris, France.

Arc de Triomphe was the very first landmark we stopped by in Paris.

it's a shame i didn't take a lot of pictures while cruising along River Seine, only a few very horrible ones because it was drizzling and extremely cold. i chose to stay inside the boat. i think i regret now. wtf.

this was taken from the second floor of the Eiffel Tower.

2. Mount Titlis-Berne, Switzerland.

oh so beautifulll~ it would have been better if it's covered entirely by snow but it's still early winter T.T

don't you just love chairlifts.. \(^_^)/

my newfound bf? (=_______=')

I shall visit Switzerland again, just a two nights stay in Lucerne is not enough.. T.T i didn't even get to make snow balls.

3. Germany

Rhine Falls. it's suppose to be the largest waterfall in Europe but because it's winter and water flow isn't as strong so it doesn't look like it's a massive one.

we then proceed to a cuckoo clock factory somewhere near the Lake Titisee.

look at the price tag!! Euro 598 for a clock.. T.T but there are cheap ones though..these are REAL cuckoo clocks where battery isn't needed. cheap ones are battery operated. hehe.

Outside of the Chinese Restaurant for dinner. if i'm not mistaken..this was in Heidelberg. can't really remember.. T.T

alright..we shall then proceed to Amsterdam, Holland..

4. Holland

Pretty interesting place i would say. Boat houses floating on river..those houses are real permanent houses with postal addresses. Some looks like fishing boats, some looks livable, some looks luxurious with flat screen TV in it and very pretty interior.

Something veryyy interesting during the night. The famous Red light district. Unfortunately i dare not take any pictures there. What if i accidentally took a photograph of a prostitute? that wouldn't be very nice of me. So I decided to look around, see some girls-behind-the-glass door. Oh! seriously i didn't know prostitution is legal in Holland. for real?? To say the place is scary it's not..the place all light up with colorful fluorescent lights but mainly red. if not..why would they call it red light district huh?

sex museum, anyone? i didn't get in okay...if time permits i would have, but too bad. haha!

last but not least. the famous windmills in Holland..omg they're so pretty~ can i have one like this in my future home.

sigh too bad we were quite late when we reach there due to some closed roads. can't walk till the far end..but anyway i couldn't really stand the wind and the icy cold wind there.

ah ~ another thing is. The hotel we stayed in Holland was fantastic..too fantastic. Name is Fashion Hotel. seriously fashionable.. Glass bathroom.. sigh..no privacy at all i swear. how do you shower in peace like that? thank god the the toilet room is all closed up if not you can't even shit in peace. (=.=')

last stop before we proceed to London by EuroRail was Brussels, Belgium.

5. Brussels, Belgium.

Atomium~ i don't quite understand this building. do you even call this a building? but anyway there's a cafe at the top of this Atomium. hoho..must be interesting..

i find this thing very weird. it's a little boy pee-ing. wtf right. anyhow it's the famous manneken pis landmark in Brussels.

Next stop.

6. London, UK.

Boarding the Eurorail is a pain in the ass. i almost broke my backbone having to carry heavy suitcases up the train. like seriously.

Didn't tour around London that much actually. Did more shopping than visiting.

I think i need to stop here. or else i might lose my entire entry (@_@)

blogger on hiatus?

2009-11-19T02:10:00.000+11:00

i've been ridiculously lazy since i finish my finals. all i want to do is just sit and chill 24/7.

anyway, yes! i'm back home..~

the thing about being back home is i don't have to cook. i don't have to think what to eat. greatness.

the problem is i feel sticky ALL the time that i feel like i have to take shower 5 times a day..the hot and humid weather here..but i really shouldn't be complaining already. plus it has been raining a lot which is good. hmmm..it has been so long since i last smell the rain. i sound crazy. wtf?

but there really is something i need to complain here. the internet. omg it's so horrifying when you cannot stream your 10 minutes-long videos. it takes a million years. sigh..my patience is very limited. plus it's always disconnecting. but probably this is just the modem's fault?

sigh can't be bothered. probably this is the opportunity cost for not having internet quota here. you see..in Aust they give you internet quota but the speed is pretty fast (fast as in there's no need for me to wait when i stream videos even if the videos are an hour long).

i just got disconnected again. thank god my draft was saved. i think i only lost a sentence...anyway i was saying i'll be off for a two weeks holiday this sunday~! ^^ how excited am i..

ah guess i'll disappear once again but i promise i'll be back right after.

wonder what's everyone up to these days. people have been really quiet and i guess there isn't anyone in ipoh for now. i shall wait.

off for now.

good night.

T.T

2009-11-06T22:14:00.000+11:00

i'm like...super disappointed.

my paper today was disastrous.

i have no words to describe.

anyhow. i must concentrate now..for my final paper.

2009-11-03T00:17:00.000+11:00

why do i have to suffer like this.

done with two papers and two more to go.

i'm trying very hard to concentrate but there has to be some distractions.

terrible stomachache i don't know why. probably too much kim chi soup from dinner.

terrible hot weather. how do you even concentrate when you can hardly breathe.

terrible news from both the real world and the k-entertainment.

first news, there was this policeman who was chasing this mentally disabled guy forcing the guy to run towards the sea. this policeman was 'smart' enough to beat the hell out of him and caused the guy to run even further towards the deep sea. finally drowned. i know this happens where police tends to misuse their power. but what was even more disturbing was the fact that there were tonnes of onlookers and nobody did a shit to stop the police or at least get some help bring back the fella to shore. even if the guy is mentally disabled, he doesn't deserve to die drowning. what about his family members..sigh. it's really disheartening how inhumane people can be. really scary.

another news, sigh...i guess it's not news worthy for you but it is to me. you know i'm a mad fangirl of dbsk. now that their existence might just turn into history really worries me.

well well...

i guess i'll have to force myself to finish up at least one more chapter before hopping on the bed.

any stomach ache remedies?

T.T

am i dreaming?

2009-10-09T23:09:00.000+11:00

My lack of updates...sigh.

life can be a little plain at times. there really isn't much these days except trying to be hardworking towards the end of the semester having to fear that you'll miss out something important from lecturers/tutors bla bla...

most should be preparing for their finals already but why..why us eco & fin students still have a million assignments? i'm exaggerating a little here. still. you know how it feels when you're suppose to be preparing for your finals and yet you still have to work your ass off on assignments etc. it's just a pain in the freaking ass.

how i wish i can chill everyday playing cards with crazy friends. but it's not quite fun anymore. since everyone kind of knows i like to cheat. hmmph! i promise i won't cheat anymore.. ㅠ.ㅠ

my evil face.

okay i really shouldn't be thinking of that right now.

i have to focus. focus. focus....... OMG.

nono. it has to be. focus. focus. focus!

@.@ i think i've gone crazy.

a post specially for you~

2009-10-03T00:42:00.000+10:00

Dear readers,

Please do not be surprise i have a same-age-as-i-am-mum. she's my lovely momma. I love her as much as i love my mum i swear, even though she did not give birth to me, and certainly do not resemble each other in any way. ^^ How long has we known each other? i don't know exactly but i knew her existence since i was 7. Probably we became friends at 10?? all i remember was that the KFC her mum sent to school during her birthday and probably having taekwondo lessons together? yeah something like that...we're already 20 now. She's by far the most amusing and humourous person ever and you cannot deny that for real.

Since today is her birthday. I think there is a need for me to reciprocate her love for me as well. As most of you would know she specially dedicated an entry on her blog for me. and i'm just about to do the exact same thing.

few years back when she was in school..you look at her and you go like..oh hell, here comes the leader of the gangter gang. hair pulled back neatly (well at least she tried to make it neat though her hair is really hard to tame). she looked as if she going to sweep you away with her hair~ i'm sorry i really don't have a back view of her ever-famous pony tail. oh wait..do i even call that pony tail? more like grizzly bear frizzy hair? okay whatever.

but hey! her hair's pretty great in braids though! look!

that wasn't so bad isn't it?! hahaha~!!! she was 17 then. ey...she doesn't look like a gangster here. sweetheart i would say? but wait till you see the tricycle-puller (penarik beca) her.

always sitting with her leg up as though she's some aunty sitting by the roadside waiting to pick up customers on her tricycle.. -__- omg omg wait..can you see her 'tail'? can see a bit right??

don't you just miss those days where we go to tuition? it's like the funnest thing ever whenever i think back. though i really don't know how we survived going to tuition after a long day in school.

i don't know why she's staring straight at the camera when she's usually camera-shy.

Ma~!!! turn here a bit..please'
'lui ah~ i know you're taking picture..don't ah diu nia ma phccb ah.. ~'

oh did i mention her bad habit of cursing day and night? and i probably got this habit from her too. how awesome.. o.O

again and again...every time showing finger.

haiyo..Ni Qi behind digging nose ah?! no la...diu..scratching a bit only..

oh do you know at once i thought she's going to be as famous as lady gaga..oh wait? okay maybe not lady gaga when we were 17..was there even lady gaga when we were 17?? i thought she was going to set a fashion trend of wearing a combination of 'motorcycle helmet-high school baju kurung white top-with HIGH WASTED BERMUDA PANTS-sneakers'. i swear that was a pair of pants NOT a skirt..I thought that WAS amazingly COOL~! but you know...you better not try that on unless you're a STAR..nobody can pull off that look because it's pretty extreme..except for my momma..trust me. =)

as time goes by...she decided she wants to be a rockstar that she ditched her broom hair and got herself a faux hawk. and now she has one of the coolest hair around. thank god for that really. fuhhh~

cheikk..being mysterious pulak.. though she still gets occasional bad hair days even after her major hair cut...but woui...occasional bad hair days better than daily bad hair days right? adui..

damn cool already la now. even needs to wear the in-fashion-glasses.. going to high end accessories store.. eh elleh...

wow...i really think there are major changes to my momma over the years. as much as she likes to say that to me it applies to her as well. she just doesn't realize it. but one thing for sure, our love for each other..our love for the 'family' will never change yea?!?!

but i'm glad you're still as hilarious as ever...with your exaggerated expressions and stuff..can you see the picture below..i don't even know what's with her expression..me and kcm were like completely calm and sane. probably she just wants to show off her high cheek bones.
(-__-' ) it's not very often you can see her cheek bones clearly since she's so freaking chubby.

sorry people, i know i'm like world's worst papparazzi..i don't usually take candid pictures of people..hence there really isn't much i can show you. probably a final picture of hers...momma, i'm sorry i've to do this but since you posted a picture of me sleeping..it is only fair that you have one too. HAHAHAHA~

omg she looks like a fluff ball.

anyway. Happy birthday Momma. what more can i say...i've given you such a long post you must be touched. every minute i fear my internet will die on me because i'm actually out of quota but i still continue...because i know i have to get this done on your birthday. it's the least i could do yea? plus you're not here in melbourne. ㅠ.ㅠ please get me souvenirs..

hope your life will be filled with joy because you truly deserves it. ^^you brought us much fun and happiness and we totally love you for that.. <3>

have a nice day everyone~

rewind time.

2009-09-17T23:17:00.000+10:00

i just finished reading a book in 40 minutes' time. you might want to kill me for wasting time on reading a children's fiction. fyi i did not buy this book, it was my housemate's. we went to this cheap book store and we both picked up a book each. i don't know what made her bought this hardcover kiddo book but i thought it was a great choice and i truly enjoyed it. i don't know if this really is a kids' book because i personally think it's not quite a simple-to-understand-book. as you can see the the title is 'the Lying Carpet'. it sounded really stupid to me at first but not anymore.

the illustrative prints inside are just so pretty.

well i guess this was a good way of relaxing. it took me on a beautiful journey for 40 minutes.

i know i'm suppose to spend time reading books like Microeconomics and stuff but really. i don't even know where to start. i'm like so lost now. i lost track of where am i. i lost all my knowledge of it.
sigh. at times it's so hard to climb back up when you fell. all your confidence taken away. to gain it back it felt like it's almost impossible.

weather today wasn't as favourable as the past few days. but it doesn't really matter. i was indoor the whole day except i have to take a tram home and it was pouring like nobody's business. -__-

better start doing my work now.

hopefully i won't disappear after this.

it's time..

2009-09-17T01:10:00.000+10:00

blog died for the past week or two. as usual my internet bandwidth would usually exceed before it's renewal date. plus the fact that i'm a little busy..

so before i get even busier i think i should pen down a few words.

september..omg i cannot believe it's already my birthday month. one year after another, it passes so quick. at times i lost count of the date, or even month. why do i feel like i'm lagging behind time. what have i been doing all these while? don't know.

what will i be doing on the 17th september 2010? 2011? 2012? don't know.

my life so full of unknowns. uncertainty. yours too, maybe.

what i'm certain for now is that, i'll be pulling my own hair over the next few weeks or so thinking hard how to complete my assignment plus how to get the best grade i can for my upcoming tests. i think i pretty much screwed up all my mid semesters'. this is well the consequence of not taking mid sem tests seriously. like seeeeeeriousssssssly.

forget that.

anyway, september is suppose to be my happiest month isn't it? since it's my birthday. haha don't ask me where did i get this theory from but anyway it's only partially true for me.. it's when most people remember that you exist even.
i think i've yet to thank those who wished me. so thank you so much !!! <3

what else what else.

owh. we've got a visitor here in melbourne with us. unfortunately i don't have pictures to post it up. i shall ask for the pictures soon then. she's madly in love with melbourne's Fredo durian ice-cream. you just have to watch her expression when she first tasted the durian ice cream. it's just terribly hilarious.

it's getting really late and i think i need some sleep. my foot is drivin me crazy. did i tell you i sprained my ankle real bad few days back. it sort of recovered but somehow it's starting to hurt again. am i old or what -__-'

start of...

2009-08-31T17:51:00.000+10:00

i know it seems a little too early for a break but i am having my mid semester break now. well it's not exactly going to be a break for me. i don't even know if i can have one full day staying at home just to chill. probably not. since the start of the break i've kept myself relatively busy.

let's see..

i've got my risk management dealing room session from noon till late noon. i absolutely hate that session, i wonder why we have it for 2 consecutive semesters. very sickening group work. worst of all you've to write report after each session. how awesome.

sometimes i really hate group assignments. but on the other hand you know it's a group assignment, it's not going to be one that you can handle everything alone. the thing is when you have members that are cooperative it's perfectly fine, IF NOT....everything's just going to be way harder. argh... *grab and pulls hair*

anyway, never mind that.

oh. i had quite a night on friday though..it would have been perfect if we were a little more organized and it was quite stupid of me not to realize that's going to happen. and so me and my friends have decided to go clubbing since it is my friend's birthday. she loves clubbing and thought it would be a great idea. so we suggested Eve on City Rd. let's cut the long story short...hmm we arrived at probably 11.30 pm or so. well i know it's not a very smart time to be there at that time because you can see the goddamn line outside the club. @.@ worst of all, we're not on guestlist which makes thing way worse...i just wanted to kill myself why had i not thought of putting our names on guestlist earlier. seriously. well it's too late. after waiting for ages..i don't even know how long, my feet starts to feel like jelly. in fact we all felt like jelly already even before getting in. we couldn't wait anymore and just decided to change venue. maybe some pictures outside of Eve?

getting a little impatient hence the puffed up face. kiddin', was just trying to fix my pretty hair clip ^^

can anyone tell me how come the pictures turn out so ugly when i upload it here. i don't want answers like: because you're ugly hence pictures turn out that way! -__-' or because your camera sucks!

anyway back to my little 'adventure'.

we then walked to Fusion in Crown. yes we walked and it was quite a distance i tell you.

well at least it's not another disappointment because at least we manage to get in there without having to wait for a million years.

here are the very few pictures.

i don't know why we turned out to be ghostly white. yea it's not even pale it's white. haha. anyway my friend said i look like a 'present' here because i've got this huge bow on my dress and a cute little bow hair clip. anyway i'm loving bow stuffs these days. they're like my latest obsession.

do re mi....haha.

okay the rest please just go to my facebook and see alright? don't be lazy. ^^ i find it tiring to upload pictures here. or i'm just lazy actually.

hmmph. then saturday morning we went yum cha and had egg tart in box hill. i'm very surprised we could all wake up the next morning after coming back at 5 am. damn it. but actually i was drop dead tired and i felt like i was floating..

after that i just came home and slept till 9 pm. well i slept again not long after of course. there goes my saturday.

sunday...hmmph...what did i do on sunday. i don't know what i did too. i think i just slept through the day. awesome.

and today...wow.

me and my housemates were out for breakfast at Balaclava. i don't know why all of a sudden we came up with this plan. usually they're not very keen on waking up early for breakfast. weird one really. and then...we went costco! oh by the way Costco is like Makro in M'sia. okay does Makro even exist anymore back home? i doubt it. we bought like a million toilet paper and kitchen napkins. liquor is pretty cheap there as well so of course we will not miss that out.

so that was basically how i spent the first few days of my break.

i shall be back for quick updates. promise i will not disappear.

gotta run for now. ^^

beautiful day. not?

2009-08-25T21:06:00.000+10:00

here i am writing a few words.

i sent my Vaio to the workshop for some repair work. T.T let's not talk about it because it is absolutely disheartening. anyhow it's fine for now. just...sigh. it costs some money you know..

it was suppose to be a productive day because i managed to drag myself up at 9 am to bring my laptop back. dash out to grab a decent cup of coffee and head to Chapel St. i thought it was just going to take an hour the most but i took more than that somehow. probably due to my stupidity. whatever.

thing is I just got to know about my Micro2 test yesterday. and when is the test? tomorrow. wow. how great is that. thank god it's just 2 holy chapters. oh hold...it's not just few slides. it's like a whole shitloads of graphs etc..wtf? am i slacking this semester? let's hope i'm not.

my Lord..i'm feeling so thirsty i feel like i'm going to die. do you know how rare it is for me to feel thirsty. i think i had too much potato chips and biscuits today. i need to stop all these freaking junk. for real this time i will.

oh this morning when i went out,despite the severe weather warning issued these days i thought it was going to be a pretty day. not even a tiny bit of cloud, absolute clear blue sky. well at times you really need to trust weather forecasts. it was pouring as if the sky was going to fall off in the late afternoon..windy? i don't know about that but it should be. how windy was it i don't know.

anyway, what's interesting these days. oh i guess i've had a thing for breakfast out already. i'm actually looking forward to having bigggg breakfast. though it's not something i would want to do everyday. maybe once or twice a week would be great.
i had one during the weekend with momma and kcm. it was lovely ... omg. how can you not love bacon and toast.

i guess just this few words for the night will do.

will be back real soon.

wish me luck for my test tomorrow please. pray hard if you can.

jelly beans..

2009-08-04T23:27:00.000+10:00

love jelly beans? come share with me (while stock lasts). HAHAHA! it has been a long time since i had jelly beans really. minus the time i stole some from momma.
i'm quite fascinated by the fact that jelly beans come in like a million different flavours. and when you shove a few of the different flavoured bean into your mouth..it gives you a whole new flavour. but the thing is...it's not something you can eat a lot like potato chips (i can definitely eat chips without stopping till my stomach explodes) because you'll feel like throwing up if you had excessive jelly beans intake. sweetness overdose.

omg why on earth am I blogging about jelly beans. i must be crazy.

it might be a long time till the next post. reason being..i think i've mention in the previous post.
my internet quota is almost over. unless i wake up during off-peak hours which is highly unlikely to happen.

oh you know what. i think i'm going to start jogging real soon. my body is not in a very healthy state, just a short distance sprint to catch the tram almost cost me my life. i swear it's serious shit. haha. i could hardly breathe after running plus the fact that my head felt like it was spinning like 'gasing' . short distance i mind you, probably 50 metres or something. let's just hope this time my determination to exercise and hopefully to lose weight would be for real.

alright, till then.

3rd week.

2009-08-03T22:06:00.000+10:00

yes! i'm already in my 3rd week of uni. have i even learn anything new? i doubt myself.

good news is, i actually have my notes all well placed in front of my face right now. okay not exactly in front of my face but yea. it's just on my table. whether or not i'll even flip it through will be another question. oh! and i've got another great news too..my internet quota is disappearing real quick and in other words. in a day or two my internet will be as slow as a slowpoke. or worst comes to worst it's just going to stop working. great. great. well of course, with the state of my internet like that i will be an obedient kid for once. i might just sit tight and study. wow..sounds perfect, no?

*sighs*

ah this might be irrelevant to you but it is very relevant to me. i've been following news of dbsk really closely these days that i just wish i can have allkpop.com with me on my phone 24/7.
(ㅠ.ㅠ) it's such a disheartening news but pray hard for me nothing's going to happen to dbsk. i might just die. it really scares the shit out of me and probably a lot others. it's making headlines even in the world business news ; Forbes.com .

omg. why are there so many things that distracts me this semester i don't understand. well at least i think i'm picking up some motivation to study. fuh~ we'll see if that actually lasts.

just a short entry for tonight.

zzzz...

flashback.

2009-07-25T23:53:00.000+10:00

was feeling really bored. wanted to study, i know it sounds crazy but who knows you might agree with me. at times you feel like studying when seriously there is nothing for you to study. i mean come on, it's just the first week of uni. what do you expect me to study? usually first week stuffs are not quite important. screw it.

sometimes i feel like poking my eyes for staring blankly at my facebook page or on the kpop news page or the almighty youtube. it's crazy i swear. new stuffs doesn't pop out every second on these pages and yet i kept going over and over it. this habit is...argh..it's almost impossible to get rid off.

anyway, since i was really bored. i sort of went back to my old xanga (zest_lime if you can recall) and see what was i up to around this time of the year 3 years back. 3 years..for God's sake..not a short period of time yet not a long one either.

hmmph..so what's up around 25th July 2006?

-->form 5 school life , lots of tuition (in other words, lots of fun for me or for us, always filled with laughter even though we should be drop dead tired)
-->i wonder if wai san remembers this period where she had her practical piano exam. weehehe.
-->my extreme obsession over Hero. (i still am highly extremely obsessed with him-it's something that has yet to change even after 3 years..oh no wait..maybe 4)
-->petai..i feel like crying. when can i ever taste petai cooked by Nini's ma again. question is i don't even know where Nini is now.
ㅠ.ㅠ

it kind of brings me back a lot of memories even with just one short post. memories i fear will fade as time pass but it still remains for now, fortunately. memories of how much we enjoy laughing our lungs out in school/tuition/camps. how much we enjoy stopping by each other's class(5v4-5s2) just to say hello.

*deep breath*

can you remember something from 3 years ago? i wonder if 3 years later, can i remember anything significant from my life now.

this post i admit is rather random. forgive me.

ah..i think i need get a good nights' rest. ^^

good night for now.

report to the dance floor~

2009-07-22T23:17:00.000+10:00

forgive me for the long disappearance. i swear to God i don't have a lot of pictures to post. and because of that i see no reason updating. haha. that is a very good excuse indeed.

i needed a break so bad and off i went to G.Coast with my mum and aunts. There really isn't much to do in GC if you don't go to theme parks and the reason why i didn't go to theme parks this time is because..i've been to seaworld and movie world already if you can recall, it was 2 years ago? i think.

Brisbane this is. my god for a second i thought it was melbourne...can you see the similarity?

it's not my fault that you cannot see my face in the picture below. somehow..my face glows in front of the Buddha. wowwww...no wonder it's a place to enrich your spiritual self. anyway...this place is called the Crystal Castle..and no it's not in Brisbane..not in Gold Coast..it's i don't know where..all i know is it's in North New South Wales. but it really isn't too far from Gold Coast though. it's somewhere on our way to byron bay. will show you what Byron Bay is in a second.

Byron Bay. i think it's probably the main highlight of my trip this time. unfortunately, it was really windy. and you know how annoying wind can be when you want to take a picture. i need to hide at some corner at least to capture a decent picture of me.

my god...blogger is taking its own sweet time uploading pictures. i'm losing my patience soon.

last picture for the day. please forgive me in pyjamas..but my pyjamas are usually very decent. nothing with holes. nothing with terribly-faded-colours. nothing sexy/kinky. just silky. hahaha! silky pants in this case. below is a picture of me chilling on the balcony of the apartment. nice view eh..i think so. and we're top of the box. really cold at night with the wind blowing..fuh~~

*wipe sweat*

why is it a pain in the ass to upload pictures tonight on blogger. it's really crazy. i would love to show you more pictures but..really..it's taking too bloody long.

so that was my vacation and...i felt refresh after that plus i was pretty satisfied with my result for my previous semester though it wasn't excellent or something. just it's nothing below expectations. however..after uni started on monday. i'm feeling a little apathetic...no feelings. no excitement. no nothing. it's just so empty. the thought of my courses for this semester being such a bore freaks me out...it is seriously very dull. seriouslyyyyyyyyyyy!

*BIG sigh*

sometimes i think i cannot handle stress very well. it feels like there's a need for me to have a clear mind before i do something. it's just the start of semester and i feel like i'm not ready for it. sometimes i tend to worry way too much on certain things that i think it's really important..other times i just put away some things i think it's not important in a small corner of my brains. i mean i have to right? if not? i might just explode.

has it been a long post? i think so...i hope so.

i need to hop on to my bed and start on my book. those looking for some good reads i really recommend Jodi Picoult's. i think her books are really...hmmph how do i say..it portrays somethings in the real world that we may not come across very often but it happens and makes you think for a little.

updates, later.

i'm flyin'''~

2009-07-06T00:11:00.000+10:00

yes! i'll be off to Gold Coast in like. 6 hours' time i reckon. i wished i could fall asleep now and wake up at 3.30 am. flight's at 0610. is that like the earliest flight ever. yes it is.

woo..i think i've had some fun already these two days. out with NiQi and momma. oh oh if you would want to see some weirdass/fugly/horritard (these words, cannot be found in the dictionary) pictures of me. you might just wants to hop on to my momma's blog (entry July 4th 2009). ah come on who wouldn't want to see embarassing pictures of others. so please do so i will not stop you from doing that since it really is, pretty entertaining.

yesterday. ah..

had Thai food for dinner. omg who can resist a good bowl of tom yum in this weather. even though you risk having a tomato face right after.

and, who can resist a few spoonful of gelato after a decent meal?

omg yesterday was like a food day or something. but is there such thing as too much good food?

here's me and my lil' brother,Cream. do you think he needs a hair cut? oh you will definitely say a yes if you see his burnt patches. -__-'

sent Ni Qi off to Frankston. wow i've never been that far on a train before. oh i think i did, is Belgrave further or Frankston is? hmmph. need to do some geographical research homework then. I was anticipating the view of beaches on the way to frankston but i only manage to catch a glimpse of that shortly after Bonbeach station. T.T

anyway. i think i'm a little sleepy now and i shall retire to bed. but only 2 hours of sleep?! better than nothing.

good night everyone.

disappearance.

2009-07-03T01:20:00.001+10:00

yes my exams are way over. but still sleepless nights almost every night just by the thought of it. okay fine. i was just kidding. though i've not been sleeping well for god knows what reason. it's crazy but since i'm pretty much stress-free now, it doesn't really matter.
i need no concentration. i don't need to use my brains much. i can wake up anytime.

oh. I love NSA-momma? ^^ you asked me to write. so i did.

crap. i think i just embarassed myself. but this is a cut-out from our conversation.

nadia says:
-.-
stopped edi what'today oni i made apple tart
to eat
omg

–　　　 ёUŉìcË ² ?????? 　　　— says:
apple tart ok wat
its fucking apple how fattening can it be

nadia says:
ITS A TART
WITH BUTTER A LOT
AND MILK
OK

–　　　 ёUŉìcË ² ?????? 　　　— says:
owh wow
i didnt know that

nadia says:
=.=

–　　　 ёUŉìcË ² ?????? 　　　— says:
HAHAHAHAHA

nadia says:
=.=
apple wor
diu lei chi bai la

i think i'm just being stupid. forgive me. holidays are proven to damage my state of mind.

it has been a week since i finished my last paper. wow. the feeling is just so great. but i think in a week's time, i'll start to shiver again. exam results. wonder how is it going to be. ah i'll be in Gold Coast that time. wow...GC here i come again. haha. it's good to get out from this place for a while i guess. oh yeah, i wouldn't have a computer with me when my results are out. how? plus my results should be out at 9 am. i wonder who's kind enough to wake up and check for me. of course it has to be my housemate. haha. haven't tell her the exact time to check though. she might kill me for asking her to wake that early. she will, really. ㅠ.ㅠ

ah....life...sometimes you think you'll be all stress-free after all the crap. but you know, it's just one after another. troublesome. tiresome. if you even have a day of totally-absolutely-stress-free-day. you really need to cherish it.

anyway. i've been reading this book 'A spot of bother' - mark haddon. it's an easy-read. no complications. storyline..er..it's just about George(this old man), who thinks he has got cancer. his family doctor however diagnosed it only as an ezcema. the fact that George did not trust the doctor and followed his own instinct that 'the lesion' on his hip is really cancerous making him slowly fall into depression. He did not want to face the problem. Hence he just made things and people around him more miserable.
hmmm..so..have you been avoiding certain things in your life?

alright. only few more pages to go for me.

good night for now.

updates soon.

focus.

2009-06-24T22:22:00.000+10:00

i need to focus.

i'm scared. ㅠ.ㅠ

i need to breathe.

i'm so panic.

why? i've been taking exams for the past 20 years(minus 5 maybe) of my life. why the fear now.

....................

zz..

2009-06-19T18:59:00.001+10:00

For those who wants to 'korbankan' me or would like to turn me into a camel steak.

weehehe~~

i'm fat. so if you eat me you know the consequences.

proof that i'm fat --> the screw from my chair comes off every now and then. i'm still waiting for the day that i fall flat off my chair because the screw kept coming off for god's sake. am i too heavy? T_T

done with 3.

2009-06-16T13:03:00.000+10:00

just one more freaking paper to go. Macroeconomics2.

i want to slack. but i know that is something i cannot afford to do because Macro2 is like seriously a tough nut to crack.

T.T

so far exams have been fair. i doubt i'll fail any. but still. sometimes you just cannot make assumptions.

updates later.

gotta run.

winter! winter!!

2009-06-10T02:02:00.000+10:00

may i now declare the official beginning of winter.

taking in the cool crisp chilly air feels so good..but only for a few minutes..after that..when the wind starts blowing right in front of your face slapping against your cheeks. you just want to faint and wished you'd stayed at home hiding under your blanket.

it's 2 a.m now. is 2 am the coldest time of the day? maybe not..but anyway i can hear wind blowing through the window gap. you may find it eerie. but i think it's pretty soothing. i used to find it scary really..

i'm not sleepy surprisingly but i know i need to sleep soon. and i need to wake up early. can't waste much time sleeping. sleep 8 hours. still sleepy. sleep 10 hours. still sleepy. sleep 6 hours. still sleepy. sleep 4 hours. still sleepy.
anyhow i will feel sleepy and the only solution is coffee.

oh. did i tell you i think i have 2 freaking ulcers in my mouth. okay 1 is confirmed ulcer because it's obvious..another..i think i can only confirm it in another 24 hours' time. God...it hurts.
i didn't even enjoy my good plate of Nasi Lemak Kelantan though it was real good. and at least it's something pretty authentic i would say. ikan bilis, my love...sorry i did not enjoy you as much as i'm supposed to...i even teared a little when i had you. because you were salty and you hurt my ulcer so badddd. argh~!!!

anyway.

i need to rest anyhow after finishing one more tiny part of this lecture note.

so good night people.

good or bad

2009-06-08T17:24:00.000+10:00

my internet died since .. day before yesterday. one more week till recovery date.

did it die on purpose so that i can concentrate on my studies more...? perhaps.

but even without it i lose concentration too often. my mind just drifts itself off into space. oh i see stars. oh i see the moon. oh i'm floating.

see?

cut the crap.

there's something that concerns everyone here in melbourne at the moment. the swine head..damn..not swine head..wtf is swine head..my god. pig head? boar head? okay..anyway,it's the swine flu..seems like the cases are escalating day by day. which is getting pretty scary. maybe it's time to wear a mask when going out? @.@ i'd better stay home.

and i should opt for walking instead of taking public transports. really, i see people sneezing, sniffing or coughing in the trams/trains way too often these days.

oh no. i think i went to a public place just now. and i shouldn't have. grabbed a cup of coffee from starbucks with my housemate. damn..and walked one round in DFO..all of a sudden i felt a need for shopping. but i know this is not the right time.. T.T

enough..enough..back to work.

T.T

@.@

2009-06-02T22:55:00.000+10:00

i hope you understand my disappearance for <----------------this long ------------------->

sometimes i really want to keep my blog alive but it's just so hard. few times i've opened up the page 'Create Post'. yet there's no updates. really sorry. at times, my mind is pure blank as a result from my lifeless life. at times, i do have the urge to crap some crap but then something comes up and it kind of distracted me. So i just can't be bothered to pen it down anymore. i wonder if you've experienced that. or is it just me that get distracted so easily.

now that Ciara's back to M'sia. There really is nothing i look forward to anymore...life's back to locking my pitiful self in the room only.
T.T

as you know the Exam Craze is here. everyone's going to start mugging and 'eating' up their books. oh wait...the exam craze doesn't apply to everyone. because i knew people who're exceptionally free during this period. hahahaha. plus one having a 4-months-break. owh..so jealous... T.T

please God help me get through this...i swear to God i won't swear to God anymore. just help me~!! er...did i just say...okay whatever. really.

at least grant me back my perfect health...my brains cannot function very well with this sick body of mine.

oh did i mention my heart was beating real fast when i went to the clinic today. i was really scared they'll put me under quarantine for swine flu. T.T i'm not acting stupid okay...seriously..almost drop dead because i was kind of panicky. but obviously nothing happened if not i wouldn't be blogging now. just had mild sore throat it seems. but doesn't feel like it's mild... o.O
at least he didn't just ask me to go get panadol or else... i would look like a fool going to the clinic just to get prescription for panadol. -_-'
the thing is i felt so sick after taking the antibiotics..or maybe it's not the antibiotics? don't know. i shall try tomorrow and see what happens.

hmm..maybe i should continue studying. i've been going really slow with reading i just don't understand why. even slower than a slow poke, really. sigh..i need to speed up or else i'll be screwed.

oh i've got a good company with me while studying..there's this korean radio which i can listen online. filled with good old+new kpop. hehe..i wouldn't even want to go to the library to study because of this. ^^

alright..back to my lec notes.

you might have to wait....forever before the next update.

sorry in advance then.

T_T

2009-05-05T17:06:00.001+10:00

luck is not with me...huhuhu~

i cannot bloody sign in using my current msn ID.

so. i will temporarily switch to this --> eunice.choong@live.com.my for the time being. pls add me if i've not added you.. i can't afford to add one by one again. T_T you can choose not to add me if you wish to. T_T

i gotta run now.

T_T

ASS-I-Geram-Nya...

2009-04-29T00:03:00.000+10:00

Ya Tuhanku...

have you ever felt like burning your assignment question paper? like seriously.

you know how it feels when;

sometimes when you have tonnes of shit to write on your assignment that you are so worried you will exceed the word limit. there you have to think what shit to write what shit not to. then you start ripping out all your hardwork; word by word, line by line, paragraph by paragraph. how heartbreaking is that.
(then in the end the lecturer/tutor tells you exceeding word limit is not a problem at all when you hand your assignments in. now what? cry and drop dead? no you move on. -_-)
but of course there are some lecturers who meant what they say by word limit. so which ones do you prefer? the ones who doesn't care whether you exceed or not. or those who are firm?

sometimes. you want to do an assignment. but you just cannot ooze a shit out.

the latter one is of my concern now. swear to God i cannot think of a tiny piece of shit.

doomed. how doom.

utterly frustrating.

anyway, those in Aussie land, keep yourselves warm.
those in M'sia, embrace the heat?

haha.

good night.

fast & furious~

2009-04-27T22:38:00.000+10:00

just came back from a movie and felt like blogging. so i blog.

watched Fast & Furious 4; and the main reason i've been longing to watch is because...one of dbsk's historical song; rising sun is set as the background music for...approximately 20 seconds?!?!?! hell...hahaha. yes just because of the 20 seconds made me want to watch the movie! you must be wondering if i'm mad or whatever but if you think you know me then you should know what kind of fangirl i am. @.@

right now to something more serious. i'm sure you're very well aware of this Swine Flu outbreak thingy which started in Mexico. and now basically everywhere is on alert. okay what if i'm being put into quarantine after this post. that would be real shitty. but anyhow, yes I think i'm down with flu. i mean not yet but i can feel it coming. it has been quite a while(last time was when i was in M'sia) since i last had runny nose. okay now that doesn't sound very 'quite a while' to you does it?? but to me it is, because my 'runny-nose' used to be an avid follower of me before i came over to Aust and i mean it.... T_T

so now. anyone wants to put me in a quarantine box and lock me up? T_T
jokes aside before you really dump me in a quarantine box. uhhh i'm scared.
well the thing is yesterday was really cold. today as well. and the days to come. it's just so sudden. the temperature sure did drop a lot below average. as much as i love the cold chilly weather..i totally dislike the fact that i caught a cold. at least i believed i did because of this wet and cold weather.

*POOF*

fuh..luckily my post wasn't perished in the explosion. okay i exaggerated a little. but just to brief you on what happened a few minutes ago. there was a MINOR explosion in the room next to me. yes my housemates's room. he claimed that he didn't do anything to the adapter and it just exploded 2 inches off his feet. aish...too bad he didn't get burnt well..you know..you get free hair removal when burnt. oh i'm evil. yeah whatever...haha. so so...his adapter 'exploded' and all of a sudden my room became dark..because the electicity current automatically shuts itself off. i was basically screaming away what the fuck just happened. the morale of the story is never use cheap-ass adapters or any form of electrical appliances. -_-'
where was i before? ah...it's time to dig out my winter clothes i reckon. long sleeves. check. coats. check. boots. check. hah! boots! i just bought a goddamn boots...weehehe. the one i mentioned in my previous post. it's just so cute, yes the buttons on the boots..i totally love the buttons

uh. my nose..i need to stop them.

i guess i have to pen off now.

updates, later.

...

2009-04-25T15:59:00.000+10:00

i can't stop eating junk!

my compulsive-junk-eating disorder is seriously driving me up and down. haha. i just cannot stop stealing chocolate from my housemate and i think i'm going to get kicked out from the house real soon. hahahah! well only joking. nobody would have the heart to kick me out from the house. ^^

Anzac day today. makes me feel like gettin Anzac biscuits to eat. it has been a while since i bought them from Coles supermart. that's like the only biscuit i love. so why hasn't i been getting them? okay. the last time i bought it...fuck that shit. it was not-crunchy! as it should be. you know how biscuits when left open and not put them in airtight container? soggy? i don't know how it turned out like that when the package wasn't open. plus that day i was absolutely starving near midnight time. thought of having a nice midnight bite but turned out... sigh...ended up throwing the whole pack away. wtf. since then i stopped buying them. but probably i'll start getting them again.

was suppose to head out to the market early morning today but noone's going to open for me today since it's Anzac day. argh. it has been a while since i last 'cook'. pretty busy for the past week. assignments..mid sem tests..bla bla. oh my god..i seriously have to pray hard i don't screw my Macro2 up. so so worried. i've been spending my entire week focussing on that and i've basically neglected my QA assignment till the veryyyyy last minute.

bad time management. i know right. as always. but the thing is..i haven't been wasting time as much as i used to. the only thing is i tend to just focus on one subject most of the time.

i think weather's heading for a cool change. i can feel it's getting cold..well this year's autumn is considered pretty warm as compared to last years. no? i'm still thinking whether i should get a heater or not. and i'm considering buying a pair of boots from ugg. but...sigh don't know whether i should or not.

ergh, feeling a bit sleepy now. don't feel like taking nap though. probably i should just go have coffee break.

updates, later.

Holidays. not.

2009-04-15T23:40:00.000+10:00

I reckon everyone enjoyed their Easter week yeah? or a long weekend for those in M'sia?

Mine was just plain boring. Stuck at home 90% of the time. like seriously. The thing is I have to lock myself in the room because, I have a gazillion assignments waiting for me. and Mid Sem tests coming up as well. All of a sudden i can feel the burden. Was feeling pretty relaxed before this really. The result from procrastinating maybe. I so deserve it right? i cannot deny that too.

anyhow had some great fun on Monday was it? if i'm not mistaken it was monday. ahh. Ice skating. It was such a random idea that me and my freak friends suddenly decided to go ice skating, that shows how bored we were. 3 hours in the ice rink. can u believe it? do you know how painful my body was after all that? in fact i'm still feeling the after effects. i thought i needed a wheelchair yesterday and this morning as well. it's getting slightly better though.

not to be mean or anything but the freakos fell countless times. of course i did, only twice..but it wouldn't have happened if i wasn't being pulled. one was accident another ..sigh someone purposely make me lose balance by pulling my jacket, dirty tricks.. how sick can people be huh? jealous cuz i never fell on my own? hah!

so..there goes my holidays..

oh hell. my head has been throbbing since yesterday afternoon. it keeps coming back and it's crazy annoying.
probably there're just too many things in my mind now.

i think i should sign off now.

updates, soon.

for a moment.

2009-03-31T23:47:00.000+11:00

i almost forgot my blog exist. even my life. no..no, not so serious. it's just that i can feel the negative energy all around me? i cannot find a solid reason why i feel so empty these days. come on..give me some positive chi.

absolute boredom.

the typical uni student ramblings on assignments. study. bla bla bla...

holy crap i was having trouble understanding foreign exchange can you believe it. seriously my brains are so rotten. it sounded so confusing to me when it's actually not. and i have this group work thingy tomorrow in which i still have no freaking idea how things work though all i know is that some of us have to act as a bank/financial institution or broker and the rest have to act a corporations. then have to do some foreign exchange activities. hopefully i don't mess things up.
this activity lasts for 4 freaking weeks can you believe it? i really don't understand why we need 4 weeks for this thing. obviously it's not just some random stupid activity because in the end we need to produce a freaking report; of course which is suppose to be our major assignment. T.T

macro2 tutorial tomorrow and i've yet to even look at the damn questions. not entirely my fault. the uni website is freaking down. i can't open a shit. damn. tutor's going to go around asking questions again and i'll probably have to look at him with teary sparkly eyes. only joking...hahaha.

zzz..

this f.tard laptop is driving me crazy. my room is not peaceful anymore. i still haven't find out which part of it is sick. seriously i don't even know if it's sick or just breathing heavily. can't be bothered until it dies on me. at least it's not laggy if not....hmmph...!

anyway. need to do some reading before i have a good night rest.

IT experts? Computer technicians??

2009-03-26T15:59:00.000+11:00

OMG my Vaio is flying me to the outer space!

T.T

seriously the noise it's making is like...it's preparing for a take off to outer space or something. whyy...whyyy do you have to torture me like that...

i love you so much Vaio baby.. why can't you reciprocate my kindness for treating you so nicely. i put you to sleep when i don't need you. i never stuff unnecessary files into your brains. i clean you often. i do medical check up on you so frequent to make sure no virus attacks you.

what to do now? you want me to abandon you? i wish i could but i can't...i still love you.

aish...

so annoying!

weary~

2009-03-19T01:40:00.000+11:00

zzzzzzzz.....

life is getting soooo sooooooo dull that i've no words to describe it. really.

sigh...even yesterday's night out for a movie doesn't really convince me that i'm having a good time. i think i must be having PMS or something. damn it.

the fact that bores me most is going to lecture sitting there and trying to be as attentive as possible. argh...i miss a point and there goes another piece of important information...

wait that's not the most boring part. the thing is...i have breaks in between my lecture, and and i don't even have someone to go for a drink with me. no that's still not the point.

i think i dearly miss someone.

재연?! where're you? i really want to hear from you. so far i only got one freaking e-mail from you since you're back in kor. it's so disheartening to not get any replies.

you know how it feels when someone doesn't reply you or seems to be lost in space and you felt so out of touch. ergh. i hate that feeling really.

okay enough of my little complaints.

oh my gosh did i tell you how many things i've to study this semester. really i think i will go crazy once my assignments come flowing in. in which i really hope assignments don't exist. even without them i'm struggling already. seriously i've been reading almost everyday to the point that i don't even know which one to read first. damn...so so much to read...so little time. it's mostly words for Macro2 and Fin. Markets....so that part really scares the shit out of me. i mean shitloads of them. yes i am more of a wordy type of person than a numbery one but but i'm not THAT wordy. holy shit...this is going to be hell...

anyway. it's already 2 am...time to roll on the bed.

good night.

sorry sorry..

2009-03-14T19:23:00.001+11:00

ahh. finally some noise from me yea? told you my internet died for a week or so. T.T sad case here. it's so sucky to have quota on your internet usage. it's totally insane. but well...that's the way it is.

am telling you my life ain't that interesting these days. really. didn't even bother much to go out. not even for a walk or something..

stuck at home. i think i've not been eating out for quite some time already. yes! i'm cooking at home. me cooking. can you believe it? at least i didn't make a mess from cooking dinner. unlike someone in my house. wahahaha. what if she sees this...who cares i'm going to tell the whole world anyway. AHAHAH...it's nothing funny really, in fact it was pretty serious.

the stories begins with...

grilling/roasting? whatever you call it when you put chicken inside the oven.

my housemate, let's call her D. i will skipped some unnecessary part though..

so so, D went and check on her chicken wings in the oven. she opened the oven door *smokes come blowing out from the oven*

of course the first thing i did was dashing from the living room to close the room doors before it start stinking the rooms. though i know chicken wings smells good when it's cooked.

*beep beep beep....* smoke detector in the unit started ringing. okay fine. knew that was going to happen anyway cuz of the smoke. just poke the damn thing and it's off already.

now it was very stupid of me thinking of ways to not make the whole unit smells like some burnt chicken wings. so...i went and open the front door hoping the smell will go. that's when everything went wrong. the smoke detector OUTSIDE our unit actually detected smoke and alarm went off. the worst part is....we ALL have to evacuate. when i meant evacuate i mean the whole holy apartment has to evacuate. how interesting yes? we actually caused trouble.

to cut a long story short. me and D ran down to the backlane of our apartment through the emergency stairs. and we were in pyjamas. -__-' worst part was. i was in bedroom shoes..which is a big fluffy plush shoes. damn it.
i was too panic yes although i knew there isn't any real fire.

even before reaching the backlane i already heard fire brigade cars rushing from God knows where. hah! 2-3 fire brigade cars came flying to the front of our apartment. hell no. this isn't happening but hell yes it was true. all within 3 minutes fire brigades were ready in front of the apartment. holy.shit.

they were way too efficient.

okay. both of us sat at the sidelane waiting for them to disperse.

we tried going back up to our unit. but to our horror we saw humans in front of our unit. we can't be bothered what are they doing in front of our unit. we just ran back down again. luckily everything seems to be in peace after a while...so...we quietly sneak back into our unit. fuhhh..

*cold sweat*

i don't know whether i'll be getting a penalty soon or will they just forget it. cuz i heard the damn penalty for causing a false alarm is freaking aud2000~!!!! are you freaking kidding me? hell..

anyway just pray hard alright.

okay now. i'm tired of typing.

before i sign off.

a congratulatory note for Sik Sik~! I am and we are all proud of you ! 4 As wey...dont play play. wahahahah . i will be back for a big meal ... please wait for me!!!!

it's a new chapter.

2009-03-04T15:01:00.000+11:00

Finally, uni starts. it's not as exciting as i thought it would be. and and just by looking at my textbooks gave me a scary feeling as though i'm not going to survive this semester. DAMN. *touch wood ! touch wood*

i saw my Quantitative analysis textbook and i almost fainted. it reminds me so much of my form 5 additional maths and ausmat applicable maths. i think i better be prepared. you know how i suck in maths yea? plus plus..i have two more finance subjects this semester. how can i not be as good as dead? @.@

anyway. all i can do now i pray hard and well...study hard? ergh...wtf. study hard. i know you're having doubts with me. HAHAHA!

guess what. internet is as slow as slowpoke. thanks to me, i reckon for mugging on youtube almost 24/7 >.<>

i guess i wouldn't have the time to read novels anymore after this. which is rather sad. but i have to read Angels & Demons before it airs in the cinema which is pretty soon i reckon? i'm sure most of you have already read that but yeah, i've not. T.T

ahhh...rainy day today. pretty cold as well. did i tell you something embarassing? told you i went to grab some textbooks yea. was walking happily with my housemate and all of a sudden..i stopped, so did my housemate who was slightly ahead of me. i gasped! she turned behind towards me and gasped!
'Shit..' I said, very softly.

haha guess what. someone in front was wearing the same jacket as me! i almost killed myself. hahaha. plus...the hair colour is so similar with mine, my housemate said she was shocked and confused for a moment. all of a sudden there's a clone of me. plus the height and all. @.@ i didn't bother to look at her face though but i reckon i'm still better looking. HAHAHA. only joking.

it was too near and i cannot let this continue. therefore i took off my jacket and mind you it was pretty chilly and windy. damn it. problem is, it's not normal jacket like plain coloured ones. it has got rabbit prints on it and and striped hoodie! okay i don't know how you can imagine it but yeah it's too obvious to be wearing the same one on the streets like that.

should this be a reason or excuse for me to get a new jacket/sweater? hell YES!

okay...

now now...these days i'm very fond of looking at cars. nice cars i mean. no..super cars i mean. i saw this Lamborghini Murcielago parked near docklands and i was like so so so in love with it.

i think i need to interview these people on how they get their hands on one of these cars. amazing.

ahh i think it has been a pretty long post. oh and i can hear my bed calling for me. afternoon nap time.

enjoy~

20! (more pics!)

2009-02-25T11:32:00.000+11:00

ah..i kind of edited this post. and i think i accidentally cut out some words from the original post. but anyway that's not important.
here comes the pictures of yesterday night.

I'm probably going to scare the hell out of you with this picture. HAHAHA! ok i think i just embarassed myself. but it's okay. it's not as bad as the comic strip though. damn.

on the escalator with Pav.

Us! Bday girl in the middle. ah..

without flash. hence the orangey-ness.

argh papparazzi shot. can you spot me?

gotta run~

damn, wait. i'm wondering if you've problems viewing the pictures and the caption in order or not because when i preview it..it seems everything's everywhere. what on earth. @.@ okay can't be bothered.

Chargrilled.

2009-02-23T23:31:00.000+11:00

i think i got 2 shades darker skin tone? free tanning. damnit. hahaha~ it was crazy warm in the afternoon but yeah still bearable. a sudden cool change in the late afternoon near evening. was really shivering after dinner. @.@

i don't know whether i should thank God for this weather or not. but seriously. one thing i realize Aussie bushland is getting really dry. i feel so thirsty for them. everywhere there's signs of burnt trees and dry grass. the main part of the tour today was the Grampians National Park, and glad to say it wasn't affected by the bushfire this year. but it was badly burnt 2 years back. hence the not-so-pretty-anymore sight. anyway it wasn't that bad.

want some pictures? of course you do.

Grampians National Park behind us. no you can't see. we're too small. mountains are even smaller. damn. hahaha. anyway yeah. the mountains behind us took approx 400 million years to form and it is said that this piece of land used to be an ocean.

on the way to the bottom of the MacKenzie waterfalls. long way down. even LONGER way up. almost died. seriously it's crazy steep i thought i was climbing Mt. Kinabalu. -___-' only joking.

finally the MacKenzies Falls! it's really refreshing when you get down there. but the hike back up @.@ was crazy. but didn't regret taking this route though. well there's actually an easier route but it won't take you down to the falls though, which is of course a waste.

the rock behind me is named the 'Jaws of Death'. because the rock formation looks like a jaw of...i don't know. a kookaburra? a gecko? well it's up to your imagination. well, it would be great if we're allowed to actually stand in the 'jaws'.

a bunch of roos which were found wandering around people's holiday cabins.

alright. just a few photos to keep you entertain for a moment.

now it's time for me to hop on to bed and get some rest.

updates, later.

thirst.

2009-02-21T20:40:00.000+11:00

i went to Max Brenner for two nights in a row already. yet i'm still not sick of it, in fact i am wanting more. but but how? it's already freaking 8.45 pm. i probably will have to wait till tomorrow. T.T and no i'm not going there, i guess i'll have to start searching for nice places with good ice choco/ice mocha.

anyway went out today in the afternoon, went to book for a day tour to The Grampians. a sudden change of mind from my housemate, she wanted to go Mornington Peninsula to pluck strawberries at first. but yeah probably the picturesque picture in the tour brochure caught her eyes or something i don't know. hahaha. but whatever i don't mind anywhere as long as i get to tour.

anyway was walking around trying to search for some simple shirts to wear. i need something plain, preferably white and comfortable. cuz the weather here can be unbearably warm. but today was pretty pleasant though. but i shall prepare for a warmer day.

okay. anyway i ended up getting a pendant from Tiffany & Co.! damn myself. i was browsing through their webpage yesterday night and found some really cute and pretty pendants. who knows i actually went to the shop today and came out NOT empty handed. really, i need to bang my head to the wall already. my friend was like shocked why the hell did i buy it when she have never seen me wearing these things before. i'm questioning myself too actually. i better start wearing and not lose it!

cute isn't it??!! please tell me it is.

anyway i saw a really crazy gorgeous watch there and it costs like Aud$4000++ wtf. @.@

don't even dream about it. T.T

anyway..gotta run. shower time.

O.M.G

2009-02-20T01:02:00.000+11:00

omg. i'm so sleepy. why cuz i woke up early today.

omg. i'm so full. cuz i ate dumplings for lunch/dinner. and i had chocolate drink as dessert. hell is it dessert or desert? sorry bad english.

omg. i'm so hot. i mean, warm weather. not feeling sexy.

omg. i nearly died in school today because i've to look for my course co-ordinator to discuss about my timetable.

omg. i just want to kill myself looking at my sucky yucky holy effing shitty timetable. as i don't have a day off. NONE!

omg. i need to run 5-6 blocks on fridays when class commences. need i elaborate on this? you can just entertain youselves by watching a comic strip of me as a summary. go here.

omg. i'm so shocked by what momma did.

omg. i'm red. i need to stop alcohols from entering my body. not even a half bottle of heineken.

omg. i can't fall asleep these days within a few minutes during the night. i need to see a sleep doctor soon. because this is so not me.

omg. what am i going to do for the week coming week since class haven't commence yet.

omg. what am i going to do with my pimply face.

omg. i'm addicted to Ellen Degeneres show.

omg. now i'm in the mood to read my book, eclipse.

omg. i gotta run now.

omg. have a pleasant flight/night.

landed.

2009-02-13T01:17:00.000+11:00

i can't say i'm happy. i can't say i'm sad. so what am i?

i've no idea too..it would be a lie if i say i'm crazy happy to be back in melbourne. because the fact that i am not tooo happy. i miss home now. @.@ feels so weird coming back here. i can't seem to sense what's the weirdness but it's just...yeah maybe i'm not used to it yet. and it's like i've to start adapting again. glad it's not an overwhelming feeling that tortures me. it just felt uneasy that's all.

the major difference is that i can't laze around the house doing nothing anymore. can't expect anyone to prepare breakfast or lunch or take me out for dinner. without having to pay. yes! now i found the weirdness.

no wonder the feeling only came after i went out for grocery shopping. and also just by looking at the condition of my room. it drives me insane. so bloody messy i swear i just wanna die. wonder when can this mess clear up. totally. frustrating!

sickening. i think i've turned even lazier. but i know i cannot afford to be any much lazier than i used to be. or else i'll be so dead.

anyway. i think i'm dead tired. though i think i took a nap this afternoon.

had chamomile tea before this. it should soothe me. and let me have a good night sleep. you know chamomile tea is soothing and relaxing right?

good night people.

numb.

2009-02-09T17:02:00.000+11:00

terrible night yesterday. i've to stuff my nostrils with tissues how gross is that. i've stopped doing that for a very long time since i left for oz. once i start sneezing and my eyes flooded with tears, i'll know what to expect next. bad weather all over my head. getting headaches, runny nose, runny eyes.

speaking of bad weather. i'm pretty devastated by the news of Victoria getting bushfires. seeing houses burnt to ashes. people burnt to death if not injured. trees turning into burnt match sticks. farmland turning from green to grey. people losing their properties and livestocks. and what breaks my heart most is the helpless wildlife getting burnt not able to save themselves from this disaster. T.T

(news.com.au)

oh my gosh. T.T poor little baby glider. must be really traumatized by those fires. so lucky to have survived. but probably lost its family..

no wonder it's the worst bushfire in the history of Australia. how can it be worst than this?

while the Southeastern is on fire. the Northeast is flooding. @.@ how bizarre.

sigh.

updates, later.

@.@

2009-02-05T15:30:00.000+11:00

rolling on the bed for over i don't know probably about 3 hours? is not a very fun. it's very unusual for me to not fall asleep like a dead rat once i hop on to the bed. well the night before was exception and probably thanks to the ice coffee-mocha or whatever i drank few hours before bedtime. shit. no more coffee before bed time. my brains were so restless and it just wouldn't shut off.
frustrating!

anyway. somehow i fell asleep. at last. fuhh.

oh? how come i drink coffee late at night. okay it's not veeeeryyyy late, around 10-11 pm i reckon. but if i'm not out i would be on my bed already these days. haha.

went out yesterday with 4 people. ipoh. ah so quiet now with the few of us here.

nq's house was the first stop for me. and the first thing i saw when i stepped into her house was an egg. standing straight. how often do you see eggs standing straight like this?

it is a freaking egg ok? i mean real egg. nq said she heard it from the radio that yesterday(why yesterday i don't understand) was the only day eggs can stand like this.

i tried standing a few eggs this morning but failed. but i'm not giving up yet. why because, read this.

mind joining me with this experiment? hahaha. i think i must be out of my mind.

the egg beside me is freaking fake ok? only two are real.

wow i actually learned something interesting from this. hahaha.
alright alright enough of my nonsense.

shall update some other time.

tv time for me now.

post-cny entry.

2009-02-01T16:52:00.001+11:00

i just realized i didn't even manage to wish all of you a very happy chinese new year in my blog. haha. my bad. but anyway, it's already the 7th day of chinese new year, basically tomorrow everyone's back to work and stuff. i am absolutely elated for the week, not exactly a rotting week i reckon. have been going around visiting and getting ang paos. that's the point of chinese new year right? getting ang paos. hmmmm. not bad not bad.

what else. ah. maybe talk about the not-so-happy part of the week. i'm suppose to meet up my friend who came from kl but i dropped dead on that day for God knows what reason. food poisoning or too much of alcohol? i really dont know. the only thing i know i had diarrhea and felt nauseous that i thought i was going to die. okay a bit of exaggeration here but yeah. i felt so guilty for not meeting up with my friend as i've already promise her. i hate ffk-ing people. -__-' but it wasn't my intention at all so please forgive me.

hmmph! and also there's this one night that i saw two fools made a fool out of themselves. scary yet funny.

i think i'm having some kind of brain freeze. wait.

overall CNY was all good. had chance to visit family and friends. wow, i think i must be really proud to have visit everyone i wanted to before i go back to Oz. even had a nice game of gambling on friday night. still remember after i won money i was singing this;

'money money money, must be funny, in a rich man's world~~'

(never heard of this song? go check it out then. song title : money money money by abba)

it's so nice to have a get together with friends after so long. absolute fun. on the other hand it makes me miss them more. T.T

omg. really can't imagine how am i going to survive when i'm back to melb with the burning hot weather. it's not even warm it's burning hot hot hot! can you imagine? 45' C? it has never been this hot before in over a decade that's 100 freaking years! okay hopefully it'll be better when i'm back there. please give me weather in the 20' Cs.

anyway i think it's nap time for me. excuse me for now.

updates, soon.

too free?

2009-01-22T17:01:00.000+11:00

indeed i am.

i've always wanted to change to blogspot because you know, at times human can get easily influenced by others. most of my fellow friends are using blogger by now. once we were all xanga users, now it's time for me to switch and if i'm not mistaken i'm the last person to switch.
-__-'' i'm always the slowpoke. never mind about that.

of course that's not the only reason why i want to switch. Xanga has been driving me pretty insane these days. really slow. don't blame me for abandoning my Xanga because at times it frusfrates me lot when it gets stuck when opening the 'New Entry' page. argh.

guess what. i woke up pretty early this morning.

the first thing i heard from my mum was that she's having Measles?? can you believe it? seriously it scares the hell out of me because it is highly contagious, and in other words i might get it because i've never had Measles before in my life. As you know, one can only get Measles once in a lifetime. o.O really thinking of running away but anyway it's too late. i might be infected already if it's really Measles. but i remember i had vaccination before for measles, but just couldn't remember when was it? but anyhow, mum went to another doctor and another doctor said it doesn't appear to be Measles but Dengue instead. -_-' what's with all these doctors. can't they tell what is what. well at least if it's Dengue it's not contagious. just have to wait for the results what on earth is it.
@.@

now now, i'm bored.

so, i shall watch some tv.

excited?

2009-01-22T03:13:00.000+11:00

YES! I am. as you can see i kind of abandon my xanga site for quite some time. probably a waste of time for you to read my post on xanga these days.

but sad to say my nonsense will continue here in Blogspot. i'm sure there are times when you feel oh-so-bored-doing-nothing-online...so you'll just go blog-hopping here and there to fill up your time. whether or not those blogs are nonsensical or not. at least they keep you occupied for a few seconds if not minutes. yeah?

how have i been for the past few days? very well i reckon. except for a few sneezing here and there. plus definitely not lack of sleep because my mum forced me to sleep every minute especially after i sneezed a couple of times. she assumes my immune system is deteriorating, in a way it might be true.

oh before that. did i tell you my brief trip to Penang with kcm, momma and rach? thanks for bringing me there and not let me rot to death. hahaha. really enjoyed the eating part. ^^ please forgive me if i said the best part of the trip is eating. although most of them weren't very fond of the sucky food. shit how come Penang has sucky food??anyhow, i still enjoyed it. even after being forced to chomp down LaLas in which i usually do not eat. why is that day an exception. haha. ask someone.

hmm hmmm.

anyway my due-time is up.

i shall post a new post as soon as i'm in the mood alright?

ah. getting sleepy as well.

have a good night.

^^