beautiful day. not?

here i am writing a few words.

i sent my Vaio to the workshop for some repair work. T.T let's not talk about it because it is absolutely disheartening. anyhow it's fine for now. just...sigh. it costs some money you know..

it was suppose to be a productive day because i managed to drag myself up at 9 am to bring my laptop back. dash out to grab a decent cup of coffee and head to Chapel St. i thought it was just going to take an hour the most but i took more than that somehow. probably due to my stupidity. whatever.

thing is I just got to know about my Micro2 test yesterday. and when is the test? tomorrow. wow. how great is that. thank god it's just 2 holy chapters. oh hold...it's not just few slides. it's like a whole shitloads of graphs etc..wtf? am i slacking this semester? let's hope i'm not.

my Lord..i'm feeling so thirsty i feel like i'm going to die. do you know how rare it is for me to feel thirsty. i think i had too much potato chips and biscuits today. i need to stop all these freaking junk. for real this time i will.

oh this morning when i went out,despite the severe weather warning issued these days i thought it was going to be a pretty day. not even a tiny bit of cloud, absolute clear blue sky. well at times you really need to trust weather forecasts. it was pouring as if the sky was going to fall off in the late afternoon..windy? i don't know about that but it should be. how windy was it i don't know.

anyway, what's interesting these days. oh i guess i've had a thing for breakfast out already. i'm actually looking forward to having bigggg breakfast. though it's not something i would want to do everyday. maybe once or twice a week would be great.
i had one during the weekend with momma and kcm. it was lovely ... omg. how can you not love bacon and toast.

i guess just this few words for the night will do.

will be back real soon.

wish me luck for my test tomorrow please. pray hard if you can.

jelly beans..

love jelly beans? come share with me (while stock lasts). HAHAHA! it has been a long time since i had jelly beans really. minus the time i stole some from momma.
i'm quite fascinated by the fact that jelly beans come in like a million different flavours. and when you shove a few of the different flavoured bean into your mouth..it gives you a whole new flavour. but the thing is...it's not something you can eat a lot like potato chips (i can definitely eat chips without stopping till my stomach explodes) because you'll feel like throwing up if you had excessive jelly beans intake. sweetness overdose.

omg why on earth am I blogging about jelly beans. i must be crazy.

it might be a long time till the next post. reason being..i think i've mention in the previous post.
my internet quota is almost over. unless i wake up during off-peak hours which is highly unlikely to happen.

oh you know what. i think i'm going to start jogging real soon. my body is not in a very healthy state, just a short distance sprint to catch the tram almost cost me my life. i swear it's serious shit. haha. i could hardly breathe after running plus the fact that my head felt like it was spinning like 'gasing' . short distance i mind you, probably 50 metres or something. let's just hope this time my determination to exercise and hopefully to lose weight would be for real.

alright, till then.

3rd week.

yes! i'm already in my 3rd week of uni. have i even learn anything new? i doubt myself.

good news is, i actually have my notes all well placed in front of my face right now. okay not exactly in front of my face but yea. it's just on my table. whether or not i'll even flip it through will be another question. oh! and i've got another great news too..my internet quota is disappearing real quick and in other words. in a day or two my internet will be as slow as a slowpoke. or worst comes to worst it's just going to stop working. great. great. well of course, with the state of my internet like that i will be an obedient kid for once. i might just sit tight and study. wow..sounds perfect, no?

*sighs*

ah this might be irrelevant to you but it is very relevant to me. i've been following news of dbsk really closely these days that i just wish i can have allkpop.com with me on my phone 24/7.
(ㅠ.ㅠ) it's such a disheartening news but pray hard for me nothing's going to happen to dbsk. i might just die. it really scares the shit out of me and probably a lot others. it's making headlines even in the world business news ; Forbes.com .

omg. why are there so many things that distracts me this semester i don't understand. well at least i think i'm picking up some motivation to study. fuh~ we'll see if that actually lasts.

just a short entry for tonight.

zzzz...

flashback.

was feeling really bored. wanted to study, i know it sounds crazy but who knows you might agree with me. at times you feel like studying when seriously there is nothing for you to study. i mean come on, it's just the first week of uni. what do you expect me to study? usually first week stuffs are not quite important. screw it.

sometimes i feel like poking my eyes for staring blankly at my facebook page or on the kpop news page or the almighty youtube. it's crazy i swear. new stuffs doesn't pop out every second on these pages and yet i kept going over and over it. this habit is...argh..it's almost impossible to get rid off.

anyway, since i was really bored. i sort of went back to my old xanga (zest_lime if you can recall) and see what was i up to around this time of the year 3 years back. 3 years..for God's sake..not a short period of time yet not a long one either.

hmmph..so what's up around 25th July 2006?

-->form 5 school life , lots of tuition (in other words, lots of fun for me or for us, always filled with laughter even though we should be drop dead tired)
-->i wonder if wai san remembers this period where she had her practical piano exam. weehehe.
-->my extreme obsession over Hero. (i still am highly extremely obsessed with him-it's something that has yet to change even after 3 years..oh no wait..maybe 4)
-->petai..i feel like crying. when can i ever taste petai cooked by Nini's ma again. question is i don't even know where Nini is now.
ㅠ.ㅠ

it kind of brings me back a lot of memories even with just one short post. memories i fear will fade as time pass but it still remains for now, fortunately. memories of how much we enjoy laughing our lungs out in school/tuition/camps. how much we enjoy stopping by each other's class(5v4-5s2) just to say hello.

*deep breath*

can you remember something from 3 years ago? i wonder if 3 years later, can i remember anything significant from my life now.

this post i admit is rather random. forgive me.

ah..i think i need get a good nights' rest. ^^

good night for now.

report to the dance floor~

forgive me for the long disappearance. i swear to God i don't have a lot of pictures to post. and because of that i see no reason updating. haha. that is a very good excuse indeed.

i needed a break so bad and off i went to G.Coast with my mum and aunts. There really isn't much to do in GC if you don't go to theme parks and the reason why i didn't go to theme parks this time is because..i've been to seaworld and movie world already if you can recall, it was 2 years ago? i think.

Brisbane this is. my god for a second i thought it was melbourne...can you see the similarity?

it's not my fault that you cannot see my face in the picture below. somehow..my face glows in front of the Buddha. wowwww...no wonder it's a place to enrich your spiritual self. anyway...this place is called the Crystal Castle..and no it's not in Brisbane..not in Gold Coast..it's i don't know where..all i know is it's in North New South Wales. but it really isn't too far from Gold Coast though. it's somewhere on our way to byron bay. will show you what Byron Bay is in a second.

Byron Bay. i think it's probably the main highlight of my trip this time. unfortunately, it was really windy. and you know how annoying wind can be when you want to take a picture. i need to hide at some corner at least to capture a decent picture of me.

my god...blogger is taking its own sweet time uploading pictures. i'm losing my patience soon.

last picture for the day. please forgive me in pyjamas..but my pyjamas are usually very decent. nothing with holes. nothing with terribly-faded-colours. nothing sexy/kinky. just silky. hahaha! silky pants in this case. below is a picture of me chilling on the balcony of the apartment. nice view eh..i think so. and we're top of the box. really cold at night with the wind blowing..fuh~~

*wipe sweat*

why is it a pain in the ass to upload pictures tonight on blogger. it's really crazy. i would love to show you more pictures but..really..it's taking too bloody long.

so that was my vacation and...i felt refresh after that plus i was pretty satisfied with my result for my previous semester though it wasn't excellent or something. just it's nothing below expectations. however..after uni started on monday. i'm feeling a little apathetic...no feelings. no excitement. no nothing. it's just so empty. the thought of my courses for this semester being such a bore freaks me out...it is seriously very dull. seriouslyyyyyyyyyyy!

*BIG sigh*

sometimes i think i cannot handle stress very well. it feels like there's a need for me to have a clear mind before i do something. it's just the start of semester and i feel like i'm not ready for it. sometimes i tend to worry way too much on certain things that i think it's really important..other times i just put away some things i think it's not important in a small corner of my brains. i mean i have to right? if not? i might just explode.

has it been a long post? i think so...i hope so.

i need to hop on to my bed and start on my book. those looking for some good reads i really recommend Jodi Picoult's. i think her books are really...hmmph how do i say..it portrays somethings in the real world that we may not come across very often but it happens and makes you think for a little.

updates, later.

i'm flyin'''~

yes! i'll be off to Gold Coast in like. 6 hours' time i reckon. i wished i could fall asleep now and wake up at 3.30 am. flight's at 0610. is that like the earliest flight ever. yes it is.

woo..i think i've had some fun already these two days. out with NiQi and momma. oh oh if you would want to see some weirdass/fugly/horritard (these words, cannot be found in the dictionary) pictures of me. you might just wants to hop on to my momma's blog (entry July 4th 2009). ah come on who wouldn't want to see embarassing pictures of others. so please do so i will not stop you from doing that since it really is, pretty entertaining.

yesterday. ah..

had Thai food for dinner. omg who can resist a good bowl of tom yum in this weather. even though you risk having a tomato face right after.

and, who can resist a few spoonful of gelato after a decent meal?

omg yesterday was like a food day or something. but is there such thing as too much good food?

here's me and my lil' brother,Cream. do you think he needs a hair cut? oh you will definitely say a yes if you see his burnt patches. -__-'

sent Ni Qi off to Frankston. wow i've never been that far on a train before. oh i think i did, is Belgrave further or Frankston is? hmmph. need to do some geographical research homework then. I was anticipating the view of beaches on the way to frankston but i only manage to catch a glimpse of that shortly after Bonbeach station. T.T

anyway. i think i'm a little sleepy now and i shall retire to bed. but only 2 hours of sleep?! better than nothing.

good night everyone.

disappearance.

yes my exams are way over. but still sleepless nights almost every night just by the thought of it. okay fine. i was just kidding. though i've not been sleeping well for god knows what reason. it's crazy but since i'm pretty much stress-free now, it doesn't really matter.
i need no concentration. i don't need to use my brains much. i can wake up anytime.

oh. I love NSA-momma? ^^ you asked me to write. so i did.

crap. i think i just embarassed myself. but this is a cut-out from our conversation.

nadia says:
-.-
stopped edi what'today oni i made apple tart
to eat
omg

–　　　 ёUʼnìcË ² ?????? 　　　— says:
apple tart ok wat
its fucking apple how fattening can it be

nadia says:
ITS A TART
WITH BUTTER A LOT
AND MILK
OK

–　　　 ёUʼnìcË ² ?????? 　　　— says:
owh wow
i didnt know that

nadia says:
=.=

–　　　 ёUʼnìcË ² ?????? 　　　— says:
HAHAHAHAHA

nadia says:
=.=
apple wor
diu lei chi bai la

i think i'm just being stupid. forgive me. holidays are proven to damage my state of mind.

it has been a week since i finished my last paper. wow. the feeling is just so great. but i think in a week's time, i'll start to shiver again. exam results. wonder how is it going to be. ah i'll be in Gold Coast that time. wow...GC here i come again. haha. it's good to get out from this place for a while i guess. oh yeah, i wouldn't have a computer with me when my results are out. how? plus my results should be out at 9 am. i wonder who's kind enough to wake up and check for me. of course it has to be my housemate. haha. haven't tell her the exact time to check though. she might kill me for asking her to wake that early. she will, really. ㅠ.ㅠ

ah....life...sometimes you think you'll be all stress-free after all the crap. but you know, it's just one after another. troublesome. tiresome. if you even have a day of totally-absolutely-stress-free-day. you really need to cherish it.

anyway. i've been reading this book 'A spot of bother' - mark haddon. it's an easy-read. no complications. storyline..er..it's just about George(this old man), who thinks he has got cancer. his family doctor however diagnosed it only as an ezcema. the fact that George did not trust the doctor and followed his own instinct that 'the lesion' on his hip is really cancerous making him slowly fall into depression. He did not want to face the problem. Hence he just made things and people around him more miserable.
hmmm..so..have you been avoiding certain things in your life?

alright. only few more pages to go for me.

good night for now.

updates soon.