Let's welcome 2012~!

Hands of the clock will always continue to tick.

This year has been fair to me. I know I'm in no position to neither complain nor dwell on anything. ;)

I just have to be grateful for everything and everyone. I'll try not to take anything for granted...even though at times it's so hard to constantly keep that in mind.

Wonder what's 2012 going to bring me. Nothing's certain. Shall anticipate.

The road ahead will not be easy. In hindsight we almost always think everything we used to face was no big deal, but that's just because time managed to neutralize everything. At that point in time, it was never easy. It's just that we've overcame the matter and that it no longer poses any risk of uncertainty.

"You may have an iPhone running on OS 5, but you have a brain that’s barely running on Version 1.21" - Tim Brownson

So I guess we should realize at times we do have our limits...just keep calm, stay optimistic and everything shall work out piece by piece, hopefully.

Have a joyful year ahead everyone~!

September Effect.

Let's see...

It's my birthday month.. uh, well actually it's approaching the end. The thing is many, many people hate the 9th month somehow, but when you look around..there are so many born in the month of September, it is a statistical fact! Why the hate for September then? Why is there a song wakes me up when September ends? Why did the terrorist attack has to be in the month of September? Why does the largest stock market crash almost always falls in the month of September? (this is called the 'september effect' and it is also statistically recorded but unfortunately, studies have shown no solid evidence as to why this happens on a particular month)

Ahhh~so that is why. But I don't hate september, why? In fact I can't..Because that's when I feel most grateful and appreciative. :D many thanks to all of you really.

I don't blog as often as I would love to. Reason is because my life is pretty much same shit, every day. not kidding. but when there's actually something...it's always something unpleasant. I've mentioned before i hate writing anything unpleasant because there's no reason to put it out to the world not that i'm selfish for not sharing. but the fact that it will one day disappear and life goes on again, yes?

For the past week the house has been fun and it's actually really nice to have guests in the house once in a while really. it feels festive. HAHA.

There is only a quarter of a year left, and clearly everyone's looking forward to a good and decent break from everything ... let's all withstand a little more.

I shall go make myself a coffee and do something productive for real. quick quick quick~

"Life is like riding a bicycle. To keep your balance you must keep moving." -Einstein

5 minutes escape.

i feel there's a need to paint a little something on my blog.

let me start this with an awesome picture I took on Thursday while strolling along St Kilda beach with nsa and k. well clearly these two don't have a clue about this picture but it's not bad so they wouldn't mind anyway. I have no idea why the sun was sitting right above his head, it was unintentional.

Easter Break was way too short. with hindsight, I should have spent my time better instead of complaining it being 'short'.. i'm almost losing my priority. if i don't get hold of myself now....I'm going to be in deep shit.

knowing I'm not actually floating on clouds gives me a peace of mind a little, at least I'll try to restraint myself from wandering off like that continuously...it's real, and I know I have to do something about it.

ahh~ I think I made things sound more pessimistic than they really are.

on a happier note, i managed to watch three movies - Fast&Furious5, Arthur and Thor. I will not consider this as a waste of time because I enjoyed all 3 movies. yayyy! well actually Arthur was just alright, but it's good fun anyway.

oh..I was in the library this afternoon and clearly when I'm bored I tend to stare at my phone, clicking away here and there. went on the UberSocial app and my feed was filled with news on Osama's death. I honestly thought it was some kind of rumours but looks like it came from reliable source so i spent some time reading news. Of course it's a huge deal, I mean I personally think this is more news worthy than the Royal Wedding. but anyway, not so much of my business but I wonder, does his death signifies the end of war? clearly it's a no, at least for now. suffering persists and let's hope there will not be any further retaliation.

"All we are saying is give peace a chance" - John Lennon.

I guess I've spent enough time updating here.

have a good night everyone.

end of daylight savings!

there goes another week.

I've been trying really hard to organize my time properly, making no excuses for me to procrastinate unnecessarily. so i just downloaded this clever application called 'evernote' .. i bet if i can really be a little more disciplined i can do my work pretty well. let's just hope this little application helps. it syncs from my laptop to my phone and vice versa. pretty convenient if you ask me. oh gosh...feels like i'm advertising/endorsing evernote (ㅠ_ㅠ|)



i hate it when i start losing my focal point at times. not that I'm usually a very well focused person, but i'm more of a rational person i guess. this is not a self praise alright, because i don't even know if that's even a favorable attribute. thinking too much, while trying to make some sense out of certain situation can drive anyone crazy.
so more often than not there are people who will act without torturing their brains. and there are people who would rather be stuck in their own little world, not wanting to make the next move unless they find some logic out of it. former or latter, which one are you?

ah right. went to a booze cruise on Thursday night. it was pretty fun, after all it has been really long since all of us have a chance to go out together. The idea of fun doesn't come from the party itself...for me it's the people i'm out with..
but something really bizarre happened on the cruise, thing is i wasn't there at the scene because i was out on the side deck chilling. apparently someone farted and it grossed the crap out of everyone. and worst, those who were happily eating the delicious pizza just have a sudden urge to throw up. can't imagine...ergh.

so, it's going to be a quick update. well since daylight savings is ending, i just thought of spending a bit of time blogging. you know, there's well sort of 'an hour extra' in a day..

3-minutes read.

yes I'm planning on a major comeback to this blogsphere. 'yeaaa right, this idiot never keeps her promise...waste my time coming to this page'. I don't blame you for those thoughts, seriously.

so I came back to melbourne, and am planning to continue my nerdy and plain life. but I told myself I need to get a job, to get rid of my guilt. what guilt? guilty of spending too much money and well, it's not exactly the best investment ever to continue studying when i should be working full time already by this old age. then again, everyone knows I'm the queen of unemployed. shouldn't be surprise I still cannot find a job yet. some said I'm not desperate enough (that's not exactly true), some said I'm being too picky (that shouldn't be the case too), some said I'm not serious (i'm goddamn serious i can assure you that), some said you don't have the i-exactly-need-a-job-face-hence-no-one-wants-to-hire-you (what is that suppose to mean?) , some said I'm pure noob (i admit but i'm willing to learn and i swear i'm hardworking). okay okay...whatever. taking my own sweet time, I'm not begging by the roadside, YET. good. calm down. chill. it's alright I do admit I'm still in the 'complacent' mode because I'm not pushed to the edge yet. so yeah, fine it might be partially my fault.

uni life has been pretty alright up till this point. as usual, there's no running away from assignments...I felt so weird because there weren't any familiar faces, and it feels like I'm on another planet. but that's fine. not complaining. I don't need much entertainment during lectures. problem comes in only when there are group assignments. (ㅠ-ㅠ)

life didn't go as well as I would liked it to be, this is suppose to be my temporary escape route. of course I never claim this to be the perfect escape route because I'm not expecting to just close my eyes and slide myself through. it just doesn't work this way. I've already brush past what I needed to before coming back here but it just came back to me and suddenly things just made me feel like I'm the bitch of the decade. and that's just insane. I had to constantly stop myself-take a deeep breathe, think sensibly, don't let it write all over my face, and don't dwell. good it works...yay!

anywayyyy, current issues current issues that we all should be very well aware of...the world's in a total mess currently from war to natural disasters .how much can the earth take really? I'm afraid the earth is getting exhausted. I feel tired for the earth, really. the least we can do now...earth hour. yes, I'm not kidding. let's be in the dark for an hour. 8.30 pm on the 26th March.

alright. guess I've done my job for tonight.

rest well everyone.

ah just so you know, I can't guarantee when my next post will be. but I do micro-blog from time to time on twitter. and my twitter is pretty quiet so if you like to entertain me there, please do so. HAHA. twitter land is a pretty fun to read news and all... :D