flashback.

was feeling really bored. wanted to study, i know it sounds crazy but who knows you might agree with me. at times you feel like studying when seriously there is nothing for you to study. i mean come on, it's just the first week of uni. what do you expect me to study? usually first week stuffs are not quite important. screw it.

sometimes i feel like poking my eyes for staring blankly at my facebook page or on the kpop news page or the almighty youtube. it's crazy i swear. new stuffs doesn't pop out every second on these pages and yet i kept going over and over it. this habit is...argh..it's almost impossible to get rid off.

anyway, since i was really bored. i sort of went back to my old xanga (zest_lime if you can recall) and see what was i up to around this time of the year 3 years back. 3 years..for God's sake..not a short period of time yet not a long one either.

hmmph..so what's up around 25th July 2006?

-->form 5 school life , lots of tuition (in other words, lots of fun for me or for us, always filled with laughter even though we should be drop dead tired)
-->i wonder if wai san remembers this period where she had her practical piano exam. weehehe.
-->my extreme obsession over Hero. (i still am highly extremely obsessed with him-it's something that has yet to change even after 3 years..oh no wait..maybe 4)
-->petai..i feel like crying. when can i ever taste petai cooked by Nini's ma again. question is i don't even know where Nini is now.
ㅠ.ㅠ

it kind of brings me back a lot of memories even with just one short post. memories i fear will fade as time pass but it still remains for now, fortunately. memories of how much we enjoy laughing our lungs out in school/tuition/camps. how much we enjoy stopping by each other's class(5v4-5s2) just to say hello.

*deep breath*

can you remember something from 3 years ago? i wonder if 3 years later, can i remember anything significant from my life now.

this post i admit is rather random. forgive me.

ah..i think i need get a good nights' rest. ^^

good night for now.

report to the dance floor~

forgive me for the long disappearance. i swear to God i don't have a lot of pictures to post. and because of that i see no reason updating. haha. that is a very good excuse indeed.

i needed a break so bad and off i went to G.Coast with my mum and aunts. There really isn't much to do in GC if you don't go to theme parks and the reason why i didn't go to theme parks this time is because..i've been to seaworld and movie world already if you can recall, it was 2 years ago? i think.

Brisbane this is. my god for a second i thought it was melbourne...can you see the similarity?

it's not my fault that you cannot see my face in the picture below. somehow..my face glows in front of the Buddha. wowwww...no wonder it's a place to enrich your spiritual self. anyway...this place is called the Crystal Castle..and no it's not in Brisbane..not in Gold Coast..it's i don't know where..all i know is it's in North New South Wales. but it really isn't too far from Gold Coast though. it's somewhere on our way to byron bay. will show you what Byron Bay is in a second.

Byron Bay. i think it's probably the main highlight of my trip this time. unfortunately, it was really windy. and you know how annoying wind can be when you want to take a picture. i need to hide at some corner at least to capture a decent picture of me.

my god...blogger is taking its own sweet time uploading pictures. i'm losing my patience soon.

last picture for the day. please forgive me in pyjamas..but my pyjamas are usually very decent. nothing with holes. nothing with terribly-faded-colours. nothing sexy/kinky. just silky. hahaha! silky pants in this case. below is a picture of me chilling on the balcony of the apartment. nice view eh..i think so. and we're top of the box. really cold at night with the wind blowing..fuh~~

*wipe sweat*

why is it a pain in the ass to upload pictures tonight on blogger. it's really crazy. i would love to show you more pictures but..really..it's taking too bloody long.

so that was my vacation and...i felt refresh after that plus i was pretty satisfied with my result for my previous semester though it wasn't excellent or something. just it's nothing below expectations. however..after uni started on monday. i'm feeling a little apathetic...no feelings. no excitement. no nothing. it's just so empty. the thought of my courses for this semester being such a bore freaks me out...it is seriously very dull. seriouslyyyyyyyyyyy!

*BIG sigh*

sometimes i think i cannot handle stress very well. it feels like there's a need for me to have a clear mind before i do something. it's just the start of semester and i feel like i'm not ready for it. sometimes i tend to worry way too much on certain things that i think it's really important..other times i just put away some things i think it's not important in a small corner of my brains. i mean i have to right? if not? i might just explode.

has it been a long post? i think so...i hope so.

i need to hop on to my bed and start on my book. those looking for some good reads i really recommend Jodi Picoult's. i think her books are really...hmmph how do i say..it portrays somethings in the real world that we may not come across very often but it happens and makes you think for a little.

updates, later.

i'm flyin'''~

yes! i'll be off to Gold Coast in like. 6 hours' time i reckon. i wished i could fall asleep now and wake up at 3.30 am. flight's at 0610. is that like the earliest flight ever. yes it is.

woo..i think i've had some fun already these two days. out with NiQi and momma. oh oh if you would want to see some weirdass/fugly/horritard (these words, cannot be found in the dictionary) pictures of me. you might just wants to hop on to my momma's blog (entry July 4th 2009). ah come on who wouldn't want to see embarassing pictures of others. so please do so i will not stop you from doing that since it really is, pretty entertaining.

yesterday. ah..

had Thai food for dinner. omg who can resist a good bowl of tom yum in this weather. even though you risk having a tomato face right after.

and, who can resist a few spoonful of gelato after a decent meal?

omg yesterday was like a food day or something. but is there such thing as too much good food?

here's me and my lil' brother,Cream. do you think he needs a hair cut? oh you will definitely say a yes if you see his burnt patches. -__-'

sent Ni Qi off to Frankston. wow i've never been that far on a train before. oh i think i did, is Belgrave further or Frankston is? hmmph. need to do some geographical research homework then. I was anticipating the view of beaches on the way to frankston but i only manage to catch a glimpse of that shortly after Bonbeach station. T.T

anyway. i think i'm a little sleepy now and i shall retire to bed. but only 2 hours of sleep?! better than nothing.

good night everyone.

disappearance.

yes my exams are way over. but still sleepless nights almost every night just by the thought of it. okay fine. i was just kidding. though i've not been sleeping well for god knows what reason. it's crazy but since i'm pretty much stress-free now, it doesn't really matter.
i need no concentration. i don't need to use my brains much. i can wake up anytime.

oh. I love NSA-momma? ^^ you asked me to write. so i did.

crap. i think i just embarassed myself. but this is a cut-out from our conversation.

nadia says:
-.-
stopped edi what'today oni i made apple tart
to eat
omg

–　　　 ёUʼnìcË ² ?????? 　　　— says:
apple tart ok wat
its fucking apple how fattening can it be

nadia says:
ITS A TART
WITH BUTTER A LOT
AND MILK
OK

–　　　 ёUʼnìcË ² ?????? 　　　— says:
owh wow
i didnt know that

nadia says:
=.=

–　　　 ёUʼnìcË ² ?????? 　　　— says:
HAHAHAHAHA

nadia says:
=.=
apple wor
diu lei chi bai la

i think i'm just being stupid. forgive me. holidays are proven to damage my state of mind.

it has been a week since i finished my last paper. wow. the feeling is just so great. but i think in a week's time, i'll start to shiver again. exam results. wonder how is it going to be. ah i'll be in Gold Coast that time. wow...GC here i come again. haha. it's good to get out from this place for a while i guess. oh yeah, i wouldn't have a computer with me when my results are out. how? plus my results should be out at 9 am. i wonder who's kind enough to wake up and check for me. of course it has to be my housemate. haha. haven't tell her the exact time to check though. she might kill me for asking her to wake that early. she will, really. ㅠ.ㅠ

ah....life...sometimes you think you'll be all stress-free after all the crap. but you know, it's just one after another. troublesome. tiresome. if you even have a day of totally-absolutely-stress-free-day. you really need to cherish it.

anyway. i've been reading this book 'A spot of bother' - mark haddon. it's an easy-read. no complications. storyline..er..it's just about George(this old man), who thinks he has got cancer. his family doctor however diagnosed it only as an ezcema. the fact that George did not trust the doctor and followed his own instinct that 'the lesion' on his hip is really cancerous making him slowly fall into depression. He did not want to face the problem. Hence he just made things and people around him more miserable.
hmmm..so..have you been avoiding certain things in your life?

alright. only few more pages to go for me.

good night for now.

updates soon.