blogger on hiatus?

i've been ridiculously lazy since i finish my finals. all i want to do is just sit and chill 24/7.

anyway, yes! i'm back home..~

the thing about being back home is i don't have to cook. i don't have to think what to eat. greatness.

the problem is i feel sticky ALL the time that i feel like i have to take shower 5 times a day..the hot and humid weather here..but i really shouldn't be complaining already. plus it has been raining a lot which is good. hmmm..it has been so long since i last smell the rain. i sound crazy. wtf?

but there really is something i need to complain here. the internet. omg it's so horrifying when you cannot stream your 10 minutes-long videos. it takes a million years. sigh..my patience is very limited. plus it's always disconnecting. but probably this is just the modem's fault?

sigh can't be bothered. probably this is the opportunity cost for not having internet quota here. you see..in Aust they give you internet quota but the speed is pretty fast (fast as in there's no need for me to wait when i stream videos even if the videos are an hour long).

i just got disconnected again. thank god my draft was saved. i think i only lost a sentence...anyway i was saying i'll be off for a two weeks holiday this sunday~! ^^ how excited am i..

ah guess i'll disappear once again but i promise i'll be back right after.

wonder what's everyone up to these days. people have been really quiet and i guess there isn't anyone in ipoh for now. i shall wait.

off for now.

good night.

T.T

i'm like...super disappointed.

my paper today was disastrous.

i have no words to describe.

anyhow. i must concentrate now..for my final paper.

why do i have to suffer like this.

done with two papers and two more to go.

i'm trying very hard to concentrate but there has to be some distractions.

terrible stomachache i don't know why. probably too much kim chi soup from dinner.

terrible hot weather. how do you even concentrate when you can hardly breathe.

terrible news from both the real world and the k-entertainment.

first news, there was this policeman who was chasing this mentally disabled guy forcing the guy to run towards the sea. this policeman was 'smart' enough to beat the hell out of him and caused the guy to run even further towards the deep sea. finally drowned. i know this happens where police tends to misuse their power. but what was even more disturbing was the fact that there were tonnes of onlookers and nobody did a shit to stop the police or at least get some help bring back the fella to shore. even if the guy is mentally disabled, he doesn't deserve to die drowning. what about his family members..sigh. it's really disheartening how inhumane people can be. really scary.

another news, sigh...i guess it's not news worthy for you but it is to me. you know i'm a mad fangirl of dbsk. now that their existence might just turn into history really worries me.

well well...

i guess i'll have to force myself to finish up at least one more chapter before hopping on the bed.

any stomach ache remedies?

T.T

am i dreaming?

My lack of updates...sigh.

life can be a little plain at times. there really isn't much these days except trying to be hardworking towards the end of the semester having to fear that you'll miss out something important from lecturers/tutors bla bla...

most should be preparing for their finals already but why..why us eco & fin students still have a million assignments? i'm exaggerating a little here. still. you know how it feels when you're suppose to be preparing for your finals and yet you still have to work your ass off on assignments etc. it's just a pain in the freaking ass.

how i wish i can chill everyday playing cards with crazy friends. but it's not quite fun anymore. since everyone kind of knows i like to cheat. hmmph! i promise i won't cheat anymore.. ㅠ.ㅠ




my evil face.

okay i really shouldn't be thinking of that right now.

i have to focus. focus. focus....... OMG.

nono. it has to be. focus. focus. focus!

@.@ i think i've gone crazy.

a post specially for you~

Dear readers,

Please do not be surprise i have a same-age-as-i-am-mum. she's my lovely momma. I love her as much as i love my mum i swear, even though she did not give birth to me, and certainly do not resemble each other in any way. ^^ How long has we known each other? i don't know exactly but i knew her existence since i was 7. Probably we became friends at 10?? all i remember was that the KFC her mum sent to school during her birthday and probably having taekwondo lessons together? yeah something like that...we're already 20 now. She's by far the most amusing and humourous person ever and you cannot deny that for real.

Since today is her birthday. I think there is a need for me to reciprocate her love for me as well. As most of you would know she specially dedicated an entry on her blog for me. and i'm just about to do the exact same thing.

few years back when she was in school..you look at her and you go like..oh hell, here comes the leader of the gangter gang. hair pulled back neatly (well at least she tried to make it neat though her hair is really hard to tame). she looked as if she going to sweep you away with her hair~ i'm sorry i really don't have a back view of her ever-famous pony tail. oh wait..do i even call that pony tail? more like grizzly bear frizzy hair? okay whatever.

but hey! her hair's pretty great in braids though! look!

that wasn't so bad isn't it?! hahaha~!!! she was 17 then. ey...she doesn't look like a gangster here. sweetheart i would say? but wait till you see the tricycle-puller (penarik beca) her.

always sitting with her leg up as though she's some aunty sitting by the roadside waiting to pick up customers on her tricycle.. -__- omg omg wait..can you see her 'tail'? can see a bit right??

don't you just miss those days where we go to tuition? it's like the funnest thing ever whenever i think back. though i really don't know how we survived going to tuition after a long day in school.

i don't know why she's staring straight at the camera when she's usually camera-shy.

Ma~!!! turn here a bit..please'
'lui ah~ i know you're taking picture..don't ah diu nia ma phccb ah.. ~'

oh did i mention her bad habit of cursing day and night? and i probably got this habit from her too. how awesome.. o.O

again and again...every time showing finger.

haiyo..Ni Qi behind digging nose ah?! no la...diu..scratching a bit only..

oh do you know at once i thought she's going to be as famous as lady gaga..oh wait? okay maybe not lady gaga when we were 17..was there even lady gaga when we were 17?? i thought she was going to set a fashion trend of wearing a combination of 'motorcycle helmet-high school baju kurung white top-with HIGH WASTED BERMUDA PANTS-sneakers'. i swear that was a pair of pants NOT a skirt..I thought that WAS amazingly COOL~! but you know...you better not try that on unless you're a STAR..nobody can pull off that look because it's pretty extreme..except for my momma..trust me. =)

as time goes by...she decided she wants to be a rockstar that she ditched her broom hair and got herself a faux hawk. and now she has one of the coolest hair around. thank god for that really. fuhhh~

cheikk..being mysterious pulak.. though she still gets occasional bad hair days even after her major hair cut...but woui...occasional bad hair days better than daily bad hair days right? adui..

damn cool already la now. even needs to wear the in-fashion-glasses.. going to high end accessories store.. eh elleh...

wow...i really think there are major changes to my momma over the years. as much as she likes to say that to me it applies to her as well. she just doesn't realize it. but one thing for sure, our love for each other..our love for the 'family' will never change yea?!?!

but i'm glad you're still as hilarious as ever...with your exaggerated expressions and stuff..can you see the picture below..i don't even know what's with her expression..me and kcm were like completely calm and sane. probably she just wants to show off her high cheek bones.
(-__-' ) it's not very often you can see her cheek bones clearly since she's so freaking chubby.




sorry people, i know i'm like world's worst papparazzi..i don't usually take candid pictures of people..hence there really isn't much i can show you. probably a final picture of hers...momma, i'm sorry i've to do this but since you posted a picture of me sleeping..it is only fair that you have one too. HAHAHAHA~

omg she looks like a fluff ball.



anyway. Happy birthday Momma. what more can i say...i've given you such a long post you must be touched. every minute i fear my internet will die on me because i'm actually out of quota but i still continue...because i know i have to get this done on your birthday. it's the least i could do yea? plus you're not here in melbourne. ㅠ.ㅠ please get me souvenirs..






hope your life will be filled with joy because you truly deserves it. ^^you brought us much fun and happiness and we totally love you for that.. <3>

have a nice day everyone~

rewind time.

i just finished reading a book in 40 minutes' time. you might want to kill me for wasting time on reading a children's fiction. fyi i did not buy this book, it was my housemate's. we went to this cheap book store and we both picked up a book each. i don't know what made her bought this hardcover kiddo book but i thought it was a great choice and i truly enjoyed it. i don't know if this really is a kids' book because i personally think it's not quite a simple-to-understand-book. as you can see the the title is 'the Lying Carpet'. it sounded really stupid to me at first but not anymore.




the illustrative prints inside are just so pretty.



well i guess this was a good way of relaxing. it took me on a beautiful journey for 40 minutes.

i know i'm suppose to spend time reading books like Microeconomics and stuff but really. i don't even know where to start. i'm like so lost now. i lost track of where am i. i lost all my knowledge of it.
sigh. at times it's so hard to climb back up when you fell. all your confidence taken away. to gain it back it felt like it's almost impossible.

weather today wasn't as favourable as the past few days. but it doesn't really matter. i was indoor the whole day except i have to take a tram home and it was pouring like nobody's business. -__-

better start doing my work now.

hopefully i won't disappear after this.

it's time..

blog died for the past week or two. as usual my internet bandwidth would usually exceed before it's renewal date. plus the fact that i'm a little busy..

so before i get even busier i think i should pen down a few words.

september..omg i cannot believe it's already my birthday month. one year after another, it passes so quick. at times i lost count of the date, or even month. why do i feel like i'm lagging behind time. what have i been doing all these while? don't know.

what will i be doing on the 17th september 2010? 2011? 2012? don't know.

my life so full of unknowns. uncertainty. yours too, maybe.

what i'm certain for now is that, i'll be pulling my own hair over the next few weeks or so thinking hard how to complete my assignment plus how to get the best grade i can for my upcoming tests. i think i pretty much screwed up all my mid semesters'. this is well the consequence of not taking mid sem tests seriously. like seeeeeeriousssssssly.

forget that.

anyway, september is suppose to be my happiest month isn't it? since it's my birthday. haha don't ask me where did i get this theory from but anyway it's only partially true for me.. it's when most people remember that you exist even.
i think i've yet to thank those who wished me. so thank you so much !!! <3

what else what else.

owh. we've got a visitor here in melbourne with us. unfortunately i don't have pictures to post it up. i shall ask for the pictures soon then. she's madly in love with melbourne's Fredo durian ice-cream. you just have to watch her expression when she first tasted the durian ice cream. it's just terribly hilarious.

it's getting really late and i think i need some sleep. my foot is drivin me crazy. did i tell you i sprained my ankle real bad few days back. it sort of recovered but somehow it's starting to hurt again. am i old or what -__-'