winter! winter!!

may i now declare the official beginning of winter.

taking in the cool crisp chilly air feels so good..but only for a few minutes..after that..when the wind starts blowing right in front of your face slapping against your cheeks. you just want to faint and wished you'd stayed at home hiding under your blanket.

it's 2 a.m now. is 2 am the coldest time of the day? maybe not..but anyway i can hear wind blowing through the window gap. you may find it eerie. but i think it's pretty soothing. i used to find it scary really..

i'm not sleepy surprisingly but i know i need to sleep soon. and i need to wake up early. can't waste much time sleeping. sleep 8 hours. still sleepy. sleep 10 hours. still sleepy. sleep 6 hours. still sleepy. sleep 4 hours. still sleepy.
anyhow i will feel sleepy and the only solution is coffee.

oh. did i tell you i think i have 2 freaking ulcers in my mouth. okay 1 is confirmed ulcer because it's obvious..another..i think i can only confirm it in another 24 hours' time. God...it hurts.
i didn't even enjoy my good plate of Nasi Lemak Kelantan though it was real good. and at least it's something pretty authentic i would say. ikan bilis, my love...sorry i did not enjoy you as much as i'm supposed to...i even teared a little when i had you. because you were salty and you hurt my ulcer so badddd. argh~!!!

anyway.

i need to rest anyhow after finishing one more tiny part of this lecture note.

so good night people.