i know i know...

you probably thought i'm never going to update this page ever again.

you might be right afterall.

i'm just here to say.

IT'S uni WEEK 4 already~!

and i have an essay and an abstract due by end of week 5. nope. not even a single preparation done. good work. great. awesome.
okay that's not it. i have more to do. presentation in week 6. weekly readings. bla bla bla..

i need to get my priorities right now. trying to list down my to-do lists on an A4 paper and blue -tack it on the toilet wall. ok no. just my room wall please.

T.T

this is not good.

a bit exhausted.

working on my final assignment for the semester but i just can't seem to progress as quickly as i would love to.

it's the final week of uni already~ study break officially starts for me. oh wait. not officially but semi official i guess because i still have an assignment due monday. damn...everyone's busy studying and i'm still stuck in my own world. that's...not exactly a good news.

i've been sleeping really late these days that i think it's extremely unhealthy. sometimes i just stay up for nothing(of course i'm suppose to be either studying or doing assignment,sometimes i can't help but do random things) and it's really hard to drag myself up in the morning. i need a little self control. sigh...what can technology do to a person. sigh.

been spending more time in the library than ever for the past few days. i guess this routine will continue till i finish my final exams. but i'm so tired i just drop dead in the library. i want to study at home but i just cannot. oh and my laptop is giving me major problem as well. it's just distracting the hell out of me with its massive vibration and noise. i want to turn it off. but how am i suppose to work on my assignments then?!?!

i shall not waste your time further. as well as mine.

i want to go winter shopping! i desperately need a decent jacket. i've been eye-ing on one. :P

good night world.

it's getting cold.

winter air.

i can feel the coldness piercing through my skin straight into my bones. okay now that's exaggerated but hey!

life..can't get anymore boring than this. (=.=||)

and some people just do not have a sense of urgency i don't understand why. but i'm no psychologist so i need not know why. it can be frustrating ...*deep sigh* chill. it's ok. or it's going to be ok.

one more month! till my finals....excited?? oh hell...i'm not even 0.01 % ready. ey...one more month...relax please. but by the time i finish all my assignments i only have 9 days. that's like a week?! no i will not torture myself like this. i better start managing my time well. hmmph!

oh found a really cute image online day before..omg it's super cute maybe i should share it.



credits: komusin.pe.kr

okay now don't ask me what the hell are the two conversing because i don't know?!?!
HAHA. it probably goes like this??
stone: i'm scared?? you go~
nut: have some courage!!
but anyway it doesn't matter, i just thought they're cute.

i really shouldn't be blogging. but i cannot bear to see my blog as dead as the deserts of Sahara..uhh..(o.O|).???!! does it even make sense?? omg what am i talking about...

okay back to assignments.

(ㅠ.ㅠ)

irresponsible blogger i am.

i'm such an asss~ yes i completely abandoned my blog for A MONTH.
i can't believe it too. a month doesn't feel like a month really. it feels like, it feels like..a minute? ah stop exaggerating already.

but i mean seriously.

i think i lost the passion for blogging because my life is totally.. pffft. it's just bored-to-the-max and the last thing i want is to drag you into the water. i don't want to invite you into my boring little life here.

not complaining! i'm just saying...there really isn't much happening right now except for the usual uni-home-uni routine.

i just had two mid semesters test during the week. i still have one more to go in week 9. damn. i have both presentation and test in the same week. that's not good~

i'm trying hard NOT to delay my work here. i know procrastination is probably one of my best skills..oh wait. is that even a skill. ZZZzzz.. i'm trying to read read read as many articles as i can and finish up the reading logs for the articles. and also trying to gather up some information for my presentation. oh anyone here who is an anime-freak? because i'm doing research on how Anime has gained its exposure in the West and how it has brought in Asian cultures into the West. So, any ideas at all? Don't ask me why is that my topic because no, i am not a fan of Anime but i guess my partner is so i'll try to do whatever i can.

my friends often ask me, do i regret taking up Modern Asia as my elective? because they usually see me with a pile of readings which are totally unrelated to my course.
Well, sigh...i can't regret now can i? thing is, it really is an interesting subject..and the pressure i have for this elective is very different than the pressure i feel for my core subject. on the other hand it waste wayyyy too much of my time. but i guess i have to blame myself for the delays.


articles, articles and more articles~ @.@

uni's off on monday. it's Anzac day...fuh~ extended weekend. great.

feeling weak this days. and i mean physically weak. i wake up and felt like the world's spinning round and round. i guess i'm having a bit of vertigo. damn. that sounds scary. but it comes and go...

alright.

i shall sign off now.

i guess it's time for a little updates from me.

had a good weekend last week. friday-korean bbq. oh so perfecto. can't resist bbq with a few cups of lemon 막걸리 ('Makgeolli' - rice wine). okay minus the lemon part because i thought it was tad sour with the lemon. ><" but since it was not a cold day i guess lemon does refresh a little.



saturday. beach.



i think Carrum beach is really awesome.



glad i didn't turn down the beach outing. i think i had fun even though i thought i was about to melt like the jelly in the picture above. and i think i learnt something new. The jelly thing is not a jellyfish anyway it's an eggsack of a sand snail. it took me so long to google what on earth is that alien shit because i don't know how am i suppose to describe it. fascinating isn't it? though it may look a little gross but it's completely different when it's in the water. it gives out an orangy glow in the water.

what did i do on sunday?

oh! i had lemon chicken on sunday. ZZZzzzz.......................... @.@

and so that was my lovely weekend.

Classes on weekdays so there really isn't much going on.

busy days ahead i guess. the word 'assignment' sometimes really...and the thing is sometimes you just don't realize how the due date is drawing closer and closer. and it's already week 4 now.

alright. i need to take a short nap.

hail storm 06.03.10!

I've never felt how harsh the nature can sometimes be. for a moment i really thought all these hype about 2012 might be real afterall. but I still have faith that we will live beyond that. way beyond that.

afternoon around 2 pm, I wanted a cup of coffee so bad. i looked at the sky and it was cloudy but not to the point that it might rain, at least not for the next hour or so. There I went out to grab a cup of coffee, out from Hudsons and hmmmph, the sky's changing real quick; it was slightly darker.

So I sat my ass back in front of my computer, I haven't even finish my half cup of coffee and I heard some noise as if something was hitting the window but I can't be bothered thinking it was just the usual hail. Seconds later I heard extremely loud noises; it was like hundreds of golf balls hitting against the window and I started to panic. By then I could only see pieces of ice balls hitting against the window, everything else was blur. ㅠ.ㅠ trust me I was shaking because I don't know what to do if the window breaks. thank god it only lasted for 10 minutes but it felt longer than that probably because I got so panic. plus no one's at home. housemates were stuck outside and weren't allowed to leave the mall at all.




outside the window after hail. (oh FYI the apartment is structured as if it's sitting on a roof that's why these shitballs can accumulate outside the window)



Ice starts to melt away..it's weird to see this in melbourne. it looked as if it snowed or something but obviously those are not snow =.=



oh chilli plant. completely screwed. HAHAHA. I guess it's not dead yet though but it looks pathetic now.

if you walk on the streets of Melbourne now, it's pretty horrible.

well despite the weather warnings I still went out for dinner. had a pretty decent dinner at Number 8 in Crowns. lovely dessert no doubt.

hope it's going to be a fine Sunday.

now time for me to hop on to bed.

and so..

...it has been a week.

and i haven't been doing anything productive except going back to uni to settle some enrolment shit. other than that...

i spent most of my time doing the above. sit and chill while watching some drama.

and also indulging myself in a few books. in which i must finish them before i get too busy when uni starts. oh god. i can totally imagine how this semester is going to be. reading the course guides gives me a sense of fear.

anyway i'm currently reading this. it's a funny book though. not funny in a weird way but funny as in it's funny. does it make sense. not really huh..shit what am i saying. but whatever it's a good read.

on the not-so-bright-side of my life. our washing machine broke down and since it's going to cost a life (yes we even had a repairman coming over to evaluate and so we knew the estimated cost of repair). so, we have decided to get a new one. there goes my shopping money. i shall stay in my fortress for the next 4 months. i want to get new clothes. T.T

time for dinner.